Though I had to admit it to anyone else... Yeah I really enjoyed today's [i]date[/i]. Hmmm not really date date... but it's a date~!!! Heex~! Well to me, it is sorta date, yeah just that we were having it as [i]friends[/i]? Hmm, it's the best one so far even though between friends (guy-girl) yeah... :D
I'm really bushed right now but I still insist that my pizza-worn out fingers type in today's fun, pleasant memories..
Yeah, I guess I went out with him just cos' we were like too free and didn't really have any plans for today. And well, he asked so of course I went. Heex!
Yeah... Nice and considerate... Actually slowly fell for him since the time we sorta connected thoughts like 2 years ago... Often having the same thinking and all that. The perfect OnE. Yeah I had that impression of him. Was that smitten till' one day he broke my heart, but somehow 3 mths later it got mended. The pain of the wounds still lingered though.
Well, friends last longer... But sometimes in life, unexpected things can happen. You wouldn't know until [i]it[/i] happened, that [i]it[/i] had happened after all.
By the way, we walked around Suntec City since 2.00pm till' our legs were like worn out. Browsing through things that ranged from CDs, clothes, sportswear to household appliances! Oh yeah, we dropped by the Puzzle World to visit an old friend of his and he pestered me to fill in for the full-time sales assistant they required there -______-" Hmmm, till' now I'm still debating the suggestion in my head. [i]Oh headache...[/i] Hahax the whole time we just basically talked from sense to nonsense and a lil' teasing here and there about certain things like my salary being higher than his -__________-" So he suggested I buy a glow-in-the-dark puzzle set for him to play with :roll: Well, it doesn't sound funny in the [i]typed form[/i] but if you were there, you'd know how hilarious he was. Gee... couldn't stand him just now :lol: practically the whole day. Such a sweet guy... [i]If only lar ya~~~[/i] I can only dream about it...
Hmmm... the silly guy teased about the idea of having me wearing spaghetti stripes and what not tomorrow for our group beach outing -______-" Him and his nonsense and later when I acted being serious about wearing em' [i](which is impossible since I don't even own one hehex!) [/i] he looked seriously at me and insisted that he was just kidding around :lol: Can't stand his nonsense today.
Throughout the whole day, I still don't know how come he's soOoOo extra talkative today. Whoa no one would have thought he were the same person back when we were in group outings or school days! Serious... Mystery but it was fun having him that way~!!! Heex~!!!
Actually, this was also the first time we went out, just the two of us. Usually, we had someone else along, yeah for class-birthday-present-hu nts [i](cos' he's the class bank and I'm the asst monitress)[/i] or he would have his other guy friends along since I was the one being invited to join in. Yeah... First outing ain't that bad, I'd figure. Yeah it was a really really really nice one! Fun too!!
Learnt more about him and stuff... And then we went to TPY and... ate his most starved for [i]Stuffed Crust Seafood Supreme[/i]~ Hahahax... Yeah our tummies were already growling by then. We were lead to a two-seater table. But that big guy lar... He took our menus and just headed for a sofa-four-seater table cos' he said it was comfier and the table's bigger... Well, yeah like he said,"Customer's always right!" -________-" Haix.. the dear... Have to admit, it fitted our meal better since there was more space for the big regular pizza, 10pc chix drumlets, 1 garlic bread and drinks. Ended up eating using my hands instead of the eHeM reserved fashion of fork and knife cos' the pizza base was [i]TOO THIN[/i] and [i]his influence[/i] -_____-" Ok... For once did almost totally skipped the fork and knife. Yeah... hahax made him eat 4 slices cos' my tummy could only fit in 2 of em'... Oh well, he's bigger anyway. He iS big!!!
Yeah then we were all full and done, we went to search for his bro's model car at Kiddy Palace... But turned out to be a lil' too toyish, so he didn't buy it :lol: It is toyish... Yup then pondered over the time and meeting place for the ecp outing tomorrow afternoon and sent him off at the MRT. Heex~!!! See, I can be so swit~~~ :lol: =b [i](actually, he sent me off first but we dilly-dallied till' the buses left so...yea... hahax delayed time a wee bit... heex!)[/i]
I thought my day was done...but VOILA!!! Met my dear old buddy Sm, who just knocked off work at the TPY Int and we ended up chatting and chatting non-stop at McD's without having made any purchase there. Sssssh!! Yeah and then bought bubble milk tea [i](bandung today!!!)[/i] Then bought some vanilla cornetto for my Sis and sent her off and headed home :)
Spent about 2-3hours just chatting with her~ Heex!!! Left about 8.00pm...
[i][Man!!! I still haven't thought of which day to give dear dude pal my old notes!!!!!][/i]
Yeah pizza lickin' good fingers are awfully bushed right now... Another fun day tomorrow... :wink: [i]Bed buggy bites and sweet dreams my prince and all[/i]...
[i]The song "I'm so in love..." keeps ringing in my head now... Wonder if I have to get a panadol like last night to get to sleep again... -_-"[/i]
*gigglegiggle* So hilarious... Wonder why people were all so shocked when they saw me without my usual long hair~~ :lol: So cute were their faces that I couldn't help smiling silly...
Yeah like I said we watched Butterfly Effect today cos' of Kev again... Yeah everything that gave me a headache today seem to be linked to Kev... -_______-" Yeah the happy part and stuff linked to someone else lar ya~... Heex~!
Yeah... As usual [i](lately lar ya)[/i] I arrived late at the ticket booth, where [b]they[/b] were waiting for me --- 2 dear botak guys JT and Kev. Hahax... Wearing their caps even when we were inside the J8 shopping mall. Lol, I thought they'd spot me first on the escalator or somewhere since they were on the top floor but I managed to surprise them :D so cute... Yeah... was still a wee bit early 3.25pm. Show starts 3.40pm but we just went in and chill out in the almost empty cineplex. What'd you expect? The movie's been out for like a month plus I'd figure. Yeah... And me and JT were like complaining to Kev that the movie wasn't the best of choices anyway, but it turned out just alright for us in the end. Yeah, so Kev escaped from having to pay for all our tickets 8) Kinda nice... Only I was totally interested in popcorns. Shared some with them though I think JT preferred the biscuits he had. I prefer [i]salted popcorns~![/i] :)
Almost empty so the 3 of us practically had the whole right row to ourselves and Kev took all the space he wanted~! Hahax... Then yeah they still had their caps on [i]even[/i] when we were sitting there~!!! Hahahax~! Really couldn't help myself laughing silly until finally they took their caps off when the lights were out :lol: So adorable...
[i]I'd figure the other dear botaks are also doing the same thing?[/i]
:lol: silly guys... But I have to admit that they do look better with their caps on. Plus, they've lost weight. Hmm but their shirt sizes remain... So yeah... [i]Kinda thinking of something right now...[/i] =X Can't tell it...
When the show was over, left the mall and Kev just disappeared after he muddled my plan for the East Coast outing this week. Yeah, then JT walked me to the bus stop and chatted abit till' my bus arrived... Yeah, cos' he lives nearby and can just go home anytime... Gee.. I still think he's sweet... Oh wateva lar~~~!!!
Yeah feeling pretty good today after my big headache over the EC thing got worked out just this late hour. The headache's still nagging at me though. Owieee!!!
Yup I guess I'd better get sleeping soon or it'll worsen... Ah... A refreshing day indeed... Still can't pinpoint as to why~~~ [i]Smitten? [/i] Hopefully not... Gee... [i] "To sacrifice the love rather than to sacrifice for love... It'll bring out better lives for all and perhaps yours as well... Well, watch Butterfly Effect and you'll get what I mean..."[/i] :wink:
Made some job applications via email today. Once called but offered something uninteresting to me--- Telemarketing :( ... One replied my email though :) oks... Bed buggy nites~!!!
Today... Monday... Still no calls... Oh well... Give up!
Yeah Kev called me and pretended he wasn't Kev. Saying how he was so disappointed that I couldn't recognise his voice... Man... I thought it was a stalker calling on my mobile, since I didn't recognise the home phone no. that appeared on the mobile screen. Moreover, I just woke up... ([i]12.00pm heex~!)[/i]
Asked me to join him at dear JT's place and play... Playstation -___-" Even persuaded me so much so that he reasoned that I should at least look at a different house wall today [i](since I told him I wasn't doing anything today)[/i]. Oh well... but dear Mum won't let me cos' yeah... only girl going to a guy's house... Mum doesn't feel secure. Yup... And Mum wasn't feeling too good today either...
So I ended up cleaning my room again. It's still in a wee bit of a mess though. :oops: Just managed to move out the old cupboard. A wee bit heavy. But manageable. Then arranged here and there... Msged my dear peeps every now and then and thinking how to get as many people as possible together this coming Thursday for a leisurely stroll at East Coast. This is hard work man. Not all seem to be eager... Perhaps some feel lazy lar ya... Hmmm... have to think of a solution fast. :( Yeah... Dear JT lar... even changed my ecp plan to a movie plan. Will be watching a movie with him and his [i]boyfriend[/i] tomorrow :lol: . Boyfriend... I'll be the [i]lamp post[/i]. Geee.... :D Yeah...
[i]Ponderation[/i]... Why can't Dad be like other Dads... Nice ones, no temper, no scoldings, no "NO" to this and that... Plain nice Dad who's understanding, considerate of your feelings and takes the initiative to listen patiently to you, no matter the situation? Why? Why? Why? [i]Sigh[/i]... Yeah... [i]Ponderation[/i]
Oks... cos' of Dad... I'll only be able to utilise this pc until 11.00pm. -________-" How sad can it get? Can't blog in my own sweet time either. Ain't fair... The pc is in [i]Dad's[/i] room and Dad doesn't utilise it as much as I do~!!! Ah~~ Wateva~~~
Oh well... Off I go... Have to catch my [b]Xi Jie Shao Nian[/b]! Heex~! 8)
Heex~!!! Well, where should I start? From where I left off? Hmmm ok then... Here goes...
Friday, I had this strangest dream about receiving a phone call to say that I've been accepted for a job. [i]Yup, since I've been sending in uncountable sums of resume via email and making phone calls and etcetera... but receiving no replies...[/i]Then I was suddenly joltedly awoken by my mobile's ring.... [i]In somnis veritas[/i]... Somehow, there was some real truth in that dream I had :) Yeah, got hold ([i]thought so[/i]) of a hostel receptionist's position. They told me to go over their place the next day at 2.00pm. Yeah, I was totally ecstatic about it. Man, it was like the effort paid off after all!
Yeah then I went out with my dear Mummy to have our late brunch, since I woke up only about 12.00+pm. We even went to the hostel to check out the area ([i]like totally into it..lol[/i]). Yeah, saw plenty of Westerners and that got me curious...
[b][i]Finally[/i][/b] went to Parkway Parade, after like 2 whole weeks away from the place. Yeah and... [i]*giggles*[/i] [i][b]Finally[/b][/i] saw the cute chix rice stall guy again!!! Boy, it was hilarious~~~ He didn't actually recognise me until he looked a second time. LOL cos' I got a haircut the day after I quit. Oh geeeeee.... he's so cute. Yeah... I admit this is a little stupid but I kinda admired him from afar, the whole time when I was having my brunch with dear Mummy. Well, of course my Mummy just couldn't stand my utter silliness~ :lol: Her hair was practically standing~~~ lolz That was the best day I had so far... Totally smitten again~~~ :oops: Then we went a lil' shopping here and there... Bought home-packed ice cream from New Zealand's ice cream. [i](they're good ya noe...shld try em some day~~)[/i]Went home by cab...
Btw... dear Hansel just got released today~ lol... the poor dear... but he msged me so late...he woke me up from my deep slumber and I had a terrible headache till I couldn't get back to sleep -________-" argh...nvm
Saturday, I was all up and awake and excited for the new job thingey~ Yeah, dressed up smartly and stuff :roll: Went there a wee bit early and had to wait and wait till' 2.00pm sharp. -______-" Was then called in...and guess what? [i][b]IT WAS ONLY AN INTERVIEW[/b][/i]...O gee...why didn't they mention that part on the phone? Man...yeah they told me that they [b]might[/b] call me up for the job around night time or the next morning... Alas, no calls in the night... Next morning, maybe??? So I practically spent the rest of the day wandering around TPY and back home in front of the pc reading comics... :(
Sunday... Waited in vain... No phone calls... They lied... Oh well, these people lie all the time saying they'll call you, but they don't. Well, who asked them to make empty promises? If they're not happy with me, could have said so straight off, right? Gee... people... To think I spent 30min on that interview. Disappointing. So went out with dear Shan since all the other people were packed for the day. Planned on jogging together at YCK stadium, but it rained that evening. So we went straight to have dinner at Orchard. Nothing much, KFC again... lol~ Oh well, yeah... Chatted while we talked and walked and pondering whether I should actually get the botak guys belated bday presents~ [b][i]hmmm....[/i][/b]
So far, had some interesting sms chats with my dear botak guys. But well, they may just be chatting me up and nothing else. No strings attached~? [i][Yup, oh well, friends will always be friends. Rather than getting involved in broken relationships, which are harder to mend]<--- [/i]Yeah, so far I've learnt this truth :) I guess I'll stick by it for now...> Oh yeah... I finally met dear dude pal online this weekend :lol: Guess he takes a break during the weekend. Besides, he misses the webbie~ :lol: Yeah... will be meeting him this coming week to give him some of my old study notes. Hope he finds them useful while he mugs :)
Oks...off to bed I go... Bed buggy bites people~! :wink:
Had a great time today... [i][b]Minus the early morning pain~!!![/b][/i] Yeah...
Met up with dear Su and finally made up. Heex~! Misunderstandings cleared. Yuppies, went to Causeway Point with her. Hahax~ She treated me to lunch at Pizza Hut plus the yummy spicy drumlets!!! Lol, the waitress who took our order must have been a newbie--- super blurr!!! Instead of 1 garlic bread, it became 10... -.-" Yeah but got it corrected [i]*phew*[/i] One waitress was extra nice, she's really nice... Yeah offered plain water when our drinks finished. Seldom got that kinda courtesy :)
Then went around window shopping abit. Yup, cos' Su wanted to make friendship bands... Had to get some thread and teach her later. Yeah... Watched 20/30/40 at 3.05pm. Ok lar, though I don't really kinda like the story line that much --- [i]like the guys in it were total jerks and the women were like so cheap[/i]!!! Eeeeew~! Should have watched Scooby Doo 2. [i]Sigh...[/i]
Went around here and there, chatted about uni accomodation, whether I should sell my N-GAGE, about her cute niece. Hmmm... Yea shopping. Then went to the Woodlands library for the first time~ Hahax... and got lost along the way. Intended to go there so I could teach her how to tie friendship bands, but realised we didn't have scissors and stuff -___________-" Yup so went back all the way to TPY, my house... Alas, my dad was on his way home... So we escaped to TPY library after I collected all the necessary utilities :lol: Yeah...
Dear JT msged all hip and happy~ :lol: Cos' he finally finished the 2 mths BMT, which I think most of the other botak guys did too. Lol, so might be seeing them around for a week in relaxed mode--- like freedom at last for them. Yeah... He's damn happy, I can tell... 8) Funny guy... Don't know whether to get him a belated present or not. Hmmm...
Yeah then reached home about 9+pm. Ate late dinner again, mum's cooking. Then, dude pal msged me a question. Man, he's real hardworking~ :) Serious...
Yeah... Yesterday, was kinda finally enlightened about some deep issues that has been forever bothering me. What to do?~ I've too good a memory at times. Yuppies... Did donated too much tears to the tissues and toilet, till today... My eyes woke up all swollen~!!! :roll: Yeah...guess it was kinda worth the enlightenment though. Thanx Mum~! Yeah...have to control my stupid temper too. Cos' I can get soOoOoOo unreasonable cos' of the stupid temper. Yuppies... Tired...
My temper gets razed up pretty much [i]*sad to say*[/i] too easily lately. Beats me as to why~ Must be cos' of some raging hormones, which probably just got out of their hibernation nests in this warm weather. :roll: Oh, the weather has been not too dry too. Beats me as to which depressed monsoon is trying to get its existence known~ :roll: Okok... Wateva~~~
Went out with my dear Mummy dearest to TPY Ctrl again to settle some grocery chores and brunch. Did some strolling and surveying prices for my beloved N-GAGE... Alas, it's pretty bad news. The mobile vendors are only willing to buy them for S$200. Can you imagine that it was once sold for S$(600-700)? I won't either. [i]Sigh[/i]... Understandable I guess, since not many seem to be buying em'. Singapore. Rather sad, huh? Yeah oh well~ :? Then we got ourselves some take-away bubble milk tea and a Swensen's ice-cream cake for my Sis's bf's birthday today, and headed on home. This time, I got a lychee [i](last time it was choc).[/i]Hmm... At least today's were not as diluted as the first time. Oh well, S$1 per cup, can't expect too much :lol: Besides, normal standard prices in the past were at least S$2+. Yuppies 8)
Then at home, got busy trying to burn a nice CD as a bday present for my future bro-in-law. Turned out to be pretty neat :) Yeah plus the small badge which says, "Smile. I'm 5 years old!" LOL Gave it to him deliberately, since the other day I gently chided him for being a lil' too childish. Can't say the same for myself :lol: Oh well, everyone has a kiddy side to them in one way or another :wink:
Yeah, sent in some more job applications today via email. [i]Sigh[/i]... Haven't gotten a single reply this far. Yesterday, I received a call on my mobile from a private no. yet the so called bozzo who called and didn't answer me, but just hovered a few minutes and ended the call. Plain idiotic. Couldn't have been a mistake. Otherwise, why hover on the phone that long? -_-"
Planning to buy a new pair of sport shoes but thinking the money should be saved. -.-" [i]Ponder ponder...[/i] But my current shoes have their soles almost worn out...
Oh yeah~ The ice cream cake was kinda tasty too :) Didn't like too much of the strawberry flavour though -.- Yuppies, f-b-i-l-brandon was so jolly happy today. Presents from my Sis and Mum too :wink:
Ate late dinner-supper again today. Weird though, my appetite level has been deflating these days. [i]Ponder ponder[/i]...
Dude pal won't be seen online all too often starting this week. Yeah cos' he's trying to start getting his study attitude straight to like [i]serious mode[/i]. Can understand his intentions. Yuppies cos' if it were me, I think I don't have that much of determination as he does! :lol: Idolise him man :wink: Guess it's for his good. He has my support man~ [i][b]You GO DUDE~!!![/b][/i] :D Hope he'll excel this year, better than mine~ Gonna miss chatting though, since I haven't already been seeing him in MSN too often. Oh well, perhaps it's just cos' I have all the time in the world right now idling around -____________-"
Been having sleepless nights lately. Clueless as to why~ Sometimes I just get this [b]itch syndrome[/b] and start getting all itchy and can't get to sleep!!! Man... I just changed the bedsheets~!!!!! [i]Ponder ponder[/i]... Other times, my eyes just can't shut close properly -_________-" Weird... Can't even have a decent dream. The sleep I get is almost dreamless lately. [i][b]Pls pls et me have some nice dreams~~~~~~~~ :( [/b][/i]
[i]"in somnis veritas... in dreams there is truth..."--- found it somewhere[/i]
Oook... Lemmi b d last person to wish dear fed (in Indo now) aAaAa Happy Birthday to U~ Happy Birthday to U~ happy birthday happy birthday~~~~ Happy Birthday to U~~~!!!! :D
Darn~!!!.... The timing's all wrong... The clock's too fast~!!!!! :( Supposed to be [22.03.04 - 23:59:59 hours] OoOoOoOoooo... Hope she's enjoyed herself over in Indo anyways~~ :wink: Yuppies~! Will give you your present when you're back here!!! :)
Here's the chocolate cake~~~ :arrow:
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By the way, today had some more lil' misunderstandings in the house. Man...~~... Cleared. Ok. Stayed at home and packed my [i]other-things-under-d-b ed[/i] into the new cupboard! Yup so my [i]under-d-bed[/i] can now breathe fresh air :lol:
Just finished watching my[i] XI JIE SHAO NIAN[/i]~! As usual, this 23rd episode ended at the most crucial moment!!! --- [i]Will Yayu wake up from his coma?!?!?[/i] Well he better do that, cos' I'll have to wait until next Monday for the next episode. Oh bother, why do their drama CDs get sold without the English subtitles? I don't think they have them... So, traditionally, watch them on the teebee~~~ :roll:
Yeah, this afternoon, I actually spent the time reading the recently bought [i]W.I.T.C.H[/i] magazines. And I finished reading all 3 at one go. -___-" Now I'll have to wait till April to get the next issue. That's like another hmmmm week or so? [i]*patience is a virtue... patience is a virtue*[/i]
Hopefully, I've cleared the tense air with my dear Su too. Well, maybe should get some space this week. Yup besides, she's having her Sis and niece over for a short visit in dear Singapore. Yeah, can tell she misses her niece, especially during the time when she told me about it after the haircut :) Obvious lar ya...
Ok... Nothing happening happened. Yup cos' I am currently still jobless and [b]sTiLL [/b] thinking whether to sell off my dear N-GAGE for another mobile. :? A bit bothered by this though I thought I've made up my mind already last Friday. Gee... How? Cos' I've been wanting to get a camera phone... Let's vote!!!
:arrow: [b](1) SELL & GET A CAMERA PHONE![/b] :arrow: [b](2) BUY GAMES & KEEP N-GAGING![/b] :arrow: [b](3) PRETEND NOTHING HAPPENED![/b]
[i]Place your votes in the comment box~ 8)[/i]
[i]"To forget: 1) Face it 2) Accept it 3) Overcome it 4) Let it go....."--- Diwu Zheng [/i]:lol:
I woke up at around 11+am, upbeat, cheery cos' of last night's refreshing chat with my dude pal til 2am, while I updated 2 weeks of bloggy. Yup. Totally refreshed, that kinda feeling.
Msged my dear Fed to make sure whether her flight back to Indo was today. Happened to be true and that lil' imp of a friend even wanted to tell us about her flight only until the second the plane started off -______-" hahax, will miss her [i](lyk I said...they'll disappear on me again..)[/i] So sad I couldn't send her off cos' time was not really on my side and besides, I don't think she'd appreciate a stinky me [i](no bath no breakfast me)[/i] to send her off~ hahax...
Then I msged dEaR Su about it. As expected, she too was shocked cos' we were actually sorta planning to send her of and maybe get her her bday present [i](she's turning 21 tomorrow :))[/i]
But alas, I received a shock myself. dEaR Su was actually celebrating my dear JT's 1 day belated birthday today with the other table tennis members. I couldn't believe it... Why didn't she mention it to me? I was practically freaked out cos' JT was my friend too and besides, I've been out on occasions with the other table tennis members. Perhaps I would not have attended their lil' celebration, but at least I might have the chance to pass him a present since he's so rarely seen [i](botak mah)[/i] Yeah, I wouldn't have stayed, if given the choice.
No matter how many times I msged her, demanding a clear explanation, I didn't seem to receive a single reply. I was practically heartbroken, felt deceived, betrayed, perhaps of my friendship and trust.
So that's how the depression started... :( :cry: yeah...
Then I made myself face my desktop and tried occupying myself with something useful to do. Ended up doing some revamption to my dear bloggy. Yup perhaps due to my sour mood, the background turned black. Oh, how cynical can I get?~
Yeah, tried to play around with some text animation java script. Played around some more and got some avatars on the right. Played around till my butt, my legs and back were aching out of stiffness and weariness. Why? Been sitting right where I am now for about 10 full hours plus already. Can't believe I made it through the day.
Finally watched this chinese drama ending on a happy note since the evil slut in the story died falling from a cliff cos' she had gone thoroughly insane. Thus, good prevailed over evil and as the story goes, "[i]Kindness begets kindness[/i]." Well I think so too, yet so far, I never found the saying to be of truth. Why? Well, along the way in my life and reaching this far, there was always a bunch of [b][i]good-for-nothings [/i][/b]who only know how to scrape off you for their own petty benefit and what are you left with? Nothing. Friendship, name, money, and even academic grades can be stolen from you. Sometimes, family. How cruel the world can be even when you are kind from head to toe. Yup I am turning thoroughly cynical at the moment.
That's about how my Sunday turned out. There are some wars going on in my head and at home. The ones in my head can drive me insane. [Family, friends, money, study, etc...] The ones at home... Well, I seem to have no ledge on it since I don't really have a say in it. Yea... Sometimes, I can just put on a cheery face hoping all the unhappiness would just vanish. But cos' of today's depression trigger, it seemed to have exhausted my cheery upfront effort. Oh man~
Then after my late dinner and all, I finally received my long expected message from her. My dude pal had told me to be patient about it. Well, 10 hours is being patient enough aren't I? Yup, 10 hours. If it had been anyone else, I'd figured he / she might have [b][i]already[/i][/b] gone insane. Yes, insane.
Somehow, it seems to have been a misunderstanding and that JT's bday thingey was used as just an eleventh hour excuse to bring the club together. Ok well, fine then. But perhaps she could have replied a tad earlier? Yeah, her dear bf gave me an unexpected call on my mobile and clarified it to me. Well, perhaps it's for the best since I would not have the strength to pick up a call from her instead. Yeah but then again it's a lil' stupid to have a misunderstanding over a tiny matter. But the real matter that pissed me off wasn't really about the bday thingey. It's about why didn't she mention it to me. Why didn't she just replied her explanation earlier. For God's sake, time is really precious and it could have saved my depression and [i]almost-insane-mode[/i] . Saved me from making further unimaginable reasons why she didn't tell me about it. Saved me from being so upset about practically nothing. If only she realised it... [i]Time is precious.[/i]
What if I wasn't there to receive her late reply?
[i]Sigh[/i]... If only she'd know the feeling. Yeah perhaps I had been a lil' harsh in my earlier msgs to her 10 hours ago. But that was a natural reaction. Who wouldn't have answered in pure hysterics if you knew you were missing on something you should have been told about? Unless you're non-human, I'd accept the disagreement.
Oh whatever...
[i]"Only time can tell whether he / she is the one... Only time can test the strength of a harmonious frienship / relationship... Yet time is precious and not to be wasted for one would never know what one would risk to lose or gain in the process where time is in use... Thus, to keep or lose forever... Use time wisely my friends..."--- depressed Mi[/i]
~:: juz when i was feelin down...cheers mi up abit ::~
You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at most times but like Wind, you're scary when you're mad. You probably have a talent is singing and even your speaking voice is lovely. You have an innocent type of beauty that makes you look younger than you are and you like close relationships with people.
Heex~!!! Yup... So here it goes.... Since the last post...:
[b]1)[/b]Had to teach my new colleague the ropes of a part - timer's working life... Where're the shoes and stuff... Went off early on Mon and had a hilarious encounter with the 2 chix rice stall fellas~ Hahax... The chubby one teasing the handsome one [i](as he so referred him to~ :lol: )[/i] y? cos he gave me extra rice when I bought em~ :oops: So sweet of him~ heex~! He's cute too~!!!
[b]2)[/b]Had a pretty tiring day since the black - shirted R.E. was to be my supervisor for the day... Oh well... She's like sitting in an outlet bossying around here n there for a day in the week n then we'll wait in [i]dreaded-fed-up-ness[/i ] for next week's roster with her; hoping that we'd not have a turn with her... Yea... had to clean the whole shop myself (wiping the infinite no. of glass panels, sweeping the floor, polishing the 2 darn mirrors, ensuring the shoes are all in place....etc etc...) Oh well... and she probably walks here n there calling you from afar for this and that... :roll: maybe I've misjudged her the 1st time... Oh geez... I dunno... -.-" A pity the handsome chix rice guy wasn't at work for me to cheer up on :( he was on off... haix... chatted quite a bit with his counterpart thou... heex~
[b]3)[/b]Third day from last post... My off day... Yup... So went out in the evening for dinner at Suntec's Pizza Hut with my 3 buddies~ Heex~... Escaped from having to treat them~ :oops: I'm sho mean~~~ Yea... got together to have our Thank You cards for our 2 lovable Maths tutors done... Boy will they receive a surprise since we actually got them to be posted to the school address~~~ :D So exciting~~~~!!!!
[b]4)[/b]Work... Another new colleague~ Pauline~ Finally another girl... Yup... Nice.. At least she's got shoe sale's experience~ :) Yea... I kinda lyk how she calls my name thou... Still can't pinpoint the ring to it~... Hmmm.. Yup... kinda got addicted to the chix noodle from the chix rice stall... Heeeex~! Or issit... juz can't resist his smile~~~ aaah~ 8)
[b]5)[/b]Full - time.... Another supervisor came in... Ivy, another Malaysian... She's 22 this yr... And boy did I learnt alot about her and her family back in Malaysia... :) She's nice... Talking to her gave me a feeling as if she was an elder sister of mine... :wink: had a fun chat with her the whole day... First and last meeting.. It left a pretty lasting impression on me...
[b]6)[/b]NUS Openhouse 2004... yup... went with fed n shan, since my dear susan lar~! -.-" slept at 6+am... gdness~~ tink she spent a wonderful time wif her bf... haizz... have to understand lar ya... he's in NS aniwaes.. Yeah... had one of their 'sisters' along to tourguide us, since she's an engine graduate from there... Yup... all the inside stuff.. nice food lar... how to be early... catch the bus elsewhere n stuff... NUS: National Uni of Staircases~... well, it happens to be known as factual... :cry: ... Food's cheap but not as tasty~ :lol: .. Fed wasn't feeling too well after the food... Hmm indigestion lar... yea... got around the place... It was dArN hOt~! cos... I was too stupid to wear a jacket that day -_____________-" yea... met a few 3mths friends... hmmm then... left lar... Strangely, it seemed as if the whole of my year's batch was there... Accompanied by some too aNxIoUs yr 1s and even sec. students~! Man~!!! They haven't even reached the crucial A level stage yet~!!! :roll: wateva~~
[b]7)[/b]Last day of work... Last day to taste chix noodle... Last day to have Brandon disturbing me every now and then... Last day to have to find shoes here and there... Day of my commision... But... ARGH~!!! They cheated $6 off me~~!!!!!!!....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH WaTeVa~!
[b]8 )[/b]AH~! Fresh new beginning~!!! Especially since quitting... I have all the time in the world to fret about which courses to take in the Uni~~... Been having this problem naggin at me and botherin my sleep nites... Oh man~~ Btw... went out with dear Su... HEHEHEH`! Got lost on the way to the SALON~!!!! :oops: :lol: :oops: Geee.... LOL...can't help thinking about it~~ yea... den got a haircut~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !! Andy made it sooooo short~ cos I asked for it~~~ heheheheeee.... Yup :D So different me~ Dear Su too~...hehehehz... Yeah after dat we went shopping [i](practically window shopping)[/i] around Orchard.... Plus the new OG Orchard...Yea.. Treated her to lunch at KFC... Yea... cos she has some complications with her atm card~ hahahaz~! stoopid machine~~~...yea :arrow: after the haircut~
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[b]9)[/b]Went out with Mum, Sis n her bf... yup... To buy their tickets to the Disney on Ice... Yeah... then went a little shopping here and there... As usual, I didn't buy anything... Sis bought alot... -.-" She's becoming much more of a spendthrift than I am... :roll: ate dinner together at Toa Payoh's Swensen's... Finally sent in my application for Uni... Kinda made up my mind on which course to pursue~... hahaz... Dear Su...called me up abt it too...wonder y we sometimes act in the same mind 8)
[b]10)[/b]Wished my dear dude Ariff happy bday early after midnite~~~ lolX~~Went out de-fattening and serious exercising with my future bro-in-law n sis.... yup... Badminton den Bball... But I still can recall the detestful LiTtLe brats at the bball court... So small yet so hateful~ argh~ wateva~~~ Had out new cupboards and computer chairs delivered~! Liked the look of my new cupboard though~ :D :arrow:
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Exhausted~~~~.... :) [17.03.04]
[b]11)[/b]Watched Thailand's new movie, "My Girl", at PS~!!!! So adorable, terribly hilarious movie~!!! Loved it~! Especially my Mum~! Thanx to me~~~ hahax... so glad she loved it~ Furthermore, I think it brings back a lil' nostalgia of her [i]kampung[/i] days back in Thailand~.. Maybe I'll bring her there when I've got the money... Really want her to have her happy childhood memories relived and not just be left as memories~ 8) Love my Mummy dearest! Watched with my sis too~ hehe we both loved it... A pity the ending was not too nice.. :( Yea kinda sad... But hey....Not everyone has a happy ending... That's understandable~ [i]Faen Chun~~~[/i]
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Oh yea... finally bought a new set of foundation today~~ heeex~
[b]12)[/b]Went out to Toa Payoh Ctrl with my Mum... Yea walked around... Milk Bubble Tea... Strolled... Bought dinner back... Nasi Briyani~!... yea :)
[b]13)[/b]Wished my dear botak JT happy bday 2dae~ yea...early after midnite~ hahax~!!!! Lunch at Pizza Hut with my Mum~ Hahahaz...since we had discount vouchers~... Yup... Silly Mum bought chix ole`, but a pity it was overflowing with baked cheese [i](which is what she practically hates -.-")[/i] oh well, one won't know until one tries it ~ so true.... Yea in the end, she went to get a bowl of salad... I had to gulp down one pan sized pizza myself... which I never did... 1st record... yup... though my Sis came by later... cos she had already eaten her lunch... -_______________-" yea... then shopping spree again`!!!! HEHEHEEEE.... finally bought my 5566 2nd Album~!!! Oh boy... I am so sLoW~~~~~~~~~~~ yea... some [i]Witch[/i] comics.. though me and my sis are like a lil' over aged for them~ yup... some lil' cute badges... Ok [b][i]finally[/i][/b] I spent a little today~~~~ 8)
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So happy today~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [20.03.04]
~:: yeay~! new colleague~!! the cutest one~!!!!::~
:oops: heex~! yup had a new colleague signed in today~! aiyoyoyoyoyoyoy~!!! d one dat i spotted not but 3 days ago~!!!
BrAnDoN~ AIYO... luv his dimples~! :lol: yup... In fact, it was juz his dimples that made me turned to look at him twice, the first time he entered the shop to sign in an application for a part - timer. Hahax...still can't believe that he actually made it through that fast. He told me that he had to go through a personal interview with the office people. Weird... How come I didn't have to go through that? -__________-"
That guy's cranky though... Smart but I think he wasted that part of him... Yea... He could have already been in JC yr 2 today... But, alas~ he flunked his exams...etc... So it seems he's just gotten his O' results :roll: too late for regrets on his part... I know he does regret... Though he always has that happy - go - lucky look on his face :) ... Even I can't outdo him at times~ :lol: Maybe he just hasn't grown up yet. Hahax, admitted it himself..
Realised why him and his friend actually got the job pretty fast too. Cos' I was leaving soon, Ong would be going back to Bugis' outlet... Sad but true... Well, at least I still can contact them or visit them~~~ :wink:
Yea... today I suddenly got an early leave order by the Boss... Geez... So happened to meet my Mum n Sis... Went on a SHOPPING SPREE~!!! Heex~! Yup... Coincidentally, there's this Mini Art Fair held every 1st weekend of the month... So we ended up buying some unique handiworks :) Pretty cool ones eh~~ ---
Yup... Furthermore, the artist sold them a lil' cheaper to us... :D Found out my Sis almost went bankrupt shopping ~~ -_________-" ~~
Yea at the end of the day... Was on a pretty cheery mood 8)
[image]FiD0709_694469676.gif[/image] Today... Surprised n sad... Overjoyed...
My favourite colleague Ong took an MC today~!!!! Alamakx~!!!! So sad... :( No one to bully n be bullied by~ [i]*sigh* [/i]yea...wanted to tell him about my results too~ HaIzZzZzZz~~~~~
Surprised... Opened the shop doors today with the only key that was recently entrusted to me (RHS key of the door only... -.-") duhz~ LHS happened to be with the newbie I juz met... hahax... The new Retails Executive of our company... Wonder y our previous Manager Yvonne resigned though... hMmMm Pple hav been on a recent resignment sTrEaK these past few mths... Haiz... PY also... HaIzZzZzZz.... :? well... that include me I guess~ HeHeHeHx~! 8) Me resigning too~!!! wahahax... Tired of the brainless job waiting upon troublesome customers n wAiTiNg for customers to even enter the shop these days... Wish for something more intelligent to do... Prefer a job that needs paperwork n typing to keep me bz with regular working hours rather than sitting around in the shop doing housekeeping n wat not~ Oh bother~ Otherwise, I could juz stay home n do all d housekeeping n there won't be much of a difference, would there?
Back to the point... New R.E. Eileen... Quite a nice lady... Smart for a diploma holder~ (she has my admiration) Yup... Thou she ordered me ard abit today... But it's just for today, I hope~! Yea... Easily approachable... Maybe because she's new to the company lar ya... I was lyk that once hahax... So I know~ :lol: yea... Told her myself that I was resigning... hahax
Yeay...hope that the week passes by soon... Wanna spend the free time doing some fruitful brain work n thinking abt my future plans n meeting up with my buddies before they abandon me once again~ :) Hope to celebrate my guy fren's bday if I actually could make it happen... :roll:
Oh yeah...Hehex~ Overjoyed... Realisation (via sms can u believe it~ hahax)... Love some pple plenty plenty... It'd be embarrassing to mention them out~ :oops: Geez~ Yea... Been there n back for me... Girls or guys the same... Aaaah if only lar ya... If only there was one out there waiting for me~~~ [i]*dream dream*[/i] It'd only remain a dream I guess...
[i]"Dreams are made up of your inner wants, thoughts and conscience. Some tells you the answer to your quests. Some shows of your greatest despair, regrets or happiness. Yet some can predict the outcome of a certain situation... Believe it or not, they do happen without you realising it... For dreams can be remembered and forgotten just as easily as the air that comes and goes through your respiration... " --- Mi lar [/i]8)
[image]FiD0709_694469676.gif[/image] Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaH~! Wah... Man am I so filled with peace n bliss... So glad... So happy... So relieved... So overjoyed... So can't-believe-it's-mine... Yea... That kinda mixed emotions thingey again~ hehex! :lol:
Yup... Got my 3rd big academic shock :shock: of my life today... hahax... If u still don't catch the drift...Well... I juz received my GCE A Levels results today... Yup... Boy the suspense was excruciating during the past few days... So hard to bear... Trust me... I was practically n literally shaking with excited nervousness... (horrible mixture) n today... I was lyk frozen chicken being thawed n frozen again...
When I stepped out of my house... (it took me forever juz to [i]step out of the house[/i]!) Oh bother~ yea... When I finally did, it was juz so hard to distract myself from thinking the unthinkable : ya know...failing... especially General Paper, which is the crucial requirement for Uni...or getting lousy results... (o well, failing is lousiest aniways...duh~) Even in the bus 153 I had to take to my JC... Had myself feeling, " Why is the bus taking so long to get there~~~" yea... and wondering how my friends could actually bear to meet there earlier than required n bear the eXcRuCiAtInG nervous-wreck... It happened to be that I was the only one literally shaking... Or maybe they were shaking inwards~ hahax~ :lol: yea... but the bus trip n all was rather nostalgic... After all, I haven't been to my JC for lyk 2mths plus already... Missed my tutors... A pity my civics tutor (some sort of lyk our form class teacher) already escaped to another JC after my batch... Couldn't thank her in person... :(
But seeing the JC in its gd old condition as it had been in last year, juz brings back gd old memories~ hahax... Of my cute class n all our childish antics even though we were 17-18 yrs old~ :oops: :lol: those were the days~ especially the period towards our prelims n A levels... 8) [i]*~nostalgia~nostalgia~ *[/i]
Getting to the point... hahax... To our surprise, our tutors were all cheery n in a gd mood~ Of course we know why lar... But we were worried that the happiness were for other students n not us~! Yea...
When the principal happily read out the statistics of our academic results, we were so anxious #frozen chicken mode# ... 3 of us buddies... sitting at the back of the hall (supposed to be 4, but she was accompanying her botak bf hahax~) actually I was still wondering where were the many botak handsome guys that I wanted so much to see hahax~!... Yea... our JC did not bad lar... commendable effort to class of 2003 man~!!!! CHEERS~! :) Big improvement~ hehex... The best part was that our FMaths cohort only had 1 failure... N when that was announced, we 3 buddies practically n literally screamed till the whole hall could hear~! hahax~ YEAY~!!!! I was expecting an E or F ya know... U can imagine how happy I was, when all along I've been failing that subject~ :oops: yea.... totally lyk #thawed chicken mode# melted in the scene... hahax... But the GP results were not that great lar... improved by 0.1% only (-.-") but many got As n Bs... But it made us lyk #frozen chicken mode# again... Cos when they've announced all the great crazy pple who've done sOoOoOoOo damn well plus all the special mentions, we were lyk sitting there thinking, " What if we are the exceptions who didn't make it?" omg... tormenting man... Now I understand why ppl can get heart attacks, or actually break down, or commit suicide ba... [i]*phew*[/i] what an experience... -__- :shock:
Hehehehex.... But when I finally got my results, it seemed to have happened all too fast... Papers here n there n my cute FMaths tutor assuring me not to worry n all n that I did pretty well n able to go Uni... OMG... I couldn't believe that the result slip belonged to me... :cry: I promised myself that I wouldn't cry unless the results were great... But in the end I juz screamed my lungs out such that the botak guys were lyk saying, "Eh mad woman ar?~ Aiyo...." hahax~ too happy lar... my worst nightmare was over... Now I'm able to choose any course I wanna do, if there are vacancies... Since my results are just average :) but i'm rather satisfied... At least my GP (my greatest worry) did myself rather proud of my own writing :D yeay~~!!!! Yea... n maths wasn't so bad, at least I got a C for FMaths (my sufferable subject)... Abit disappointed about Maths 9233 n Chemistry though... but well... I know my limits hahax... Couldn't finish the paper in time n yet get average results... Its fine by me 8) I'm happy n so is my dear mum (who almost screamed in joy for me too~) She's always there for me... n my dear buddies, both in my shoes n not... yea luv u pple~ :wink:
Aaaaah.... So happy :D :) :lol: 8) hmmm tonight I can finally have sweet dreams... If only lar the botak guys stayed for dinner juz now~ aiya~~~ they all ar... Missed them... all so handsome juz now~ hahahahax~! Will miss all of them lar~ gals n guys~~~~ :wink:
[i]"How happiness can be attained by the simple things that we do, seem so hard to get yet the feeling is far different from that of other forms of happiness..." --- Mi[/i]
140104 (11-5): Got to know mi colleagues better. One of mi supervisors is a Malaysian...Heheee...Sho nice...Have a Chinese fren who speaks Malay once in a while and she's just a year older then mi 8) The other supervisor is a married woman... :? Today's customers were easily handled :wink: There's another part timer but she's waiting for her O's.. Mi learnt the art of opening the shop doors.... wahz... the metal screeching noise was lyk...ooooh...so sCrEeChInG~!
150104 (3-9): Learnt to close the shop...hard work...metal doors need big effort to pull down~! :shock: use big allen-key look alike to pull em~...twas new to mi...talked a bit wif mi malaysian supervisor (lets call her PY) yea...frenly person :) [i]Today...dear Hansel n Kev...enlisted[/i]
160104 (OFF): Met up wif JK, HJ, Jen, Mx at Outram MRT...8.30pm...but JK was late~!!! :x Anyways, JK's idea lar...went to super-duper crowded Chinatown for a so called sTrOlL~~~...imagine strolling in a crowd...u'll get d drift -_________________-" aiyoz....den he still insisted to stroll thru evri inch...so dat he could xperience d Chinatown-mood~ :roll: oh well... mi tinks he missed his gf too much lar~ wahahaz... mi miss her too :oops: and at d end of d stroll~~~we went to clarke quay for supper...satay...(saw d truth abt nite life there~~~~~ =X) hmmm HJ ate his dinner-supper..pitied him...didn't eat after work...wahz... satay sho ex there~.... spent lyk $5 for mi share of drinks n lyk 5-6 sticks of satay....haiz~~~ reached home lyk midnite+ :? haiz haiz....luckili...nv get scolded...usualli mi dun go out dat late... =X unless got gd xcuse ba...~ Hehee....but HJ got treat all of us sugarcane juice~ sho nice :) quite a nice OFF day~ [i]Today...dear JT n Eugene...enlisted[/i]
170104 (10.30-4.30): Sho proud of miself...hehee can open shop properli...but aiyoz....had to hear all the complaints frm dat old supervisor abt d other part timer... As usual... mi no comments ba... mi dun reeli lyk to gossip n complain abt pple dat mi hardly knew... cos who noes... they'll d same unto u?~ :roll: *sigh* oh well... the so called harsh reality of life lar~~~~ 1st met mi boss ba...was found out by d oldie dat mi able to speak mandarin... -.-"
180104 (11-7.30): PY noes abt speaking mandarin talent too... ahz...duhz~ wateva lar...pple r sureli to discover it sooner or later lor... :roll: mi turned out to b a great spiderman... hahax~ needless of the ladder to reach d shoes~! juz climb mi way up d sides of d cupboards~! Heheeee~!!!! yeay~ but evritime mi risk falling or missing mi footing on d cupboard sides... :? dangerous job noe~ LOL~ ahz mi crapping again~~~~ sold more shoes today though~ most for the wk's sales record of mine~
[mi continue 2molo maybe.......]
~::ok...so i've abandoned mi bloggy fer aeons -.-"::~
[image]FiD0709_694469676.gif[/image] Oh dear... Can't believe mi abandoned mi dear bloggy fer lyk hmmm....1mth plus... haiz...mi sense of determination is dteriorating~ hahax~!!!
In truth... mi've been bz wif work lar...so...hardly hav d time n energy to punch in d hours n minutes of mi life's encounters into dis keyboard of mine...haiz... reeeli... darn tired...now dat mi frens all [i]gone[/i]...[will update u later~] yea... gOnE~...n den reappeared juz last wk~ :lol: hahax~! N gOiNg to SEE ALL OF EM.......dis DiS...dis.. FRIDAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! YIPEE + BOOHOO....
Mi A level results gonna be released dis: [b]Friday 5th March 2004 2.30pm[/b]...oh...the gnawing feeling mi keep getting....oh...the teeth chattering...oh...the headache...oh...oOoOoOh~! :?
OoOoOoOOoOoOoOOoOh~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~
[i]"Oh~what can I ever do to ease the pain, heartache, confusion, restlessness and what not..."[/i] [meditation won't help for mi~ hahahax not like sean lar ya~~] :wink:
