after much ponderation... i've decided to move out~ :cry: couldn't bear d tot of moving out... but it juz so happens dat i've encountered newfound freedom elsewhere!!! n i do mean "[b]free[/b]"-dom!!! freedom to do anything i wish... customable freedom... privacy freedom... yup... so cos of unforeseen circumstances, i didn't update my bloggy... so... to end dis declaration of freedom... do link me up at mi new place ya!!! :wink:
Wanted to do this major update since my temporary hiatus, yesterday. But alas, tBlog was down!!! So here we go...
Today, went to Orchard's Hello Singtel to terminate [b]that mobile line~[/b] Then went back to TPY's NTUC and got some stuff and oh yeah [b](sold that mobile!) [/b] and headed home...
Bought peanuts and chips too!!! :lol:
Starting work again tomorrow~~~ :? [LINE] [image]FiD0709_694469676.gif[/image] [19.05.04 - Wednesday]
Today, I went on a date with... Fangru!!! :lol: Yup, one of those crazy girls :wink: Met her at Orchard MRT at 1.00pm supposedly. Lol, I was the late one cos' she happened to reach there all too early -.-"
Yup, we went around deciding what to eat, till' finally I settled for KFC (again) and tried the Extra Crispy Chicken Meal... which actually tasted like some curry sorta fried chicken -___-" Oh wateva~
Lol... she bought the smallest popcorn meal, but still didn't manage to finish her meal! Wah... lol, told her next time around, she should request for half of the smallest at half the price :lol: heheheee... :b She claimed to be too full... sho funny~ 8)
After lunch, we hanged around the whole of Orchard Road (Far East Plaza- HMV- Centrepoint- P.S.) yup.. practically travelled on foot the whole way, though I had suggested her to push me in a trishaw~ :lol: heheeeee!
Went to Far East Plaza to find a sUiTaBlE shirt for one of her friend's b'day prezzie. Had a hard time deciding even though we had this really cute sales guy helping us out in our decision making. Well, the shirt did really look good on the sales guy. But the two of us were thinking whether it'd have the same effect on her friend (a plump version)!!! Seriously... guys who are moderately sized, would look naturally good in any form of shirt wear 8) (in my opinion of course) Furthermore, I didn't know how this guy friend of hers look like, so... yeah... I wasn't of much help either (which she had wanted since she asked me along) haha! Lol, unless the friend is one of mine, just ask and I'll point the shirt out to you :D cos' I know most of friends inside out (almost) In the end, she did manage to buy a shirt (XL) cos' we just couldn't figure out how big he is and well, worse comes to worst, the b'day boy will just have to change the size himself~ :lol: (S$55.90) and she was qualified to fill in an aplication form for some kinda membership thingey (need to spend S$50 and above at Lvl 1 of Far East Plaza)
Then we went up and around Far East and I bought some neat finger and wrist bands and she bought a black top from Pepper Plus. Kinda like some shirts I saw from 77th Street, but I just couldn't make up my mind on buying em' yet! Yup, got my pay for the expo assignment already (S$461) Hmmm, kinda lil' compared to the tiresome work I'd been put through :roll: Oh wateva~
Yeah, then we walked and talked, walked and talked and somehow the conversation came to about [b][i]guys wearing pink[/i][/b]! [b]Whaddaya think aboot dat?[/b] :D Kinda interesting cos' yeah, not many guys would actually wear pink. So... as we walked, we went on the look out for guys in pink and whether lean or plump / tan or fair guys look better in pink 8) Lol... Well... I don't quite like the colour pink, so... [i]NO COMMENTS[/i] :b
Lol... but we had one hellava laugh over that matter!
Then, we walked our way to The Heeren's and walked here and there, talked and laughed. Yup, it was totally crappy :lol: And still, I couldn't make up my mind to buy a single shirt or bermudas :roll: So yea...
Then we headed off to Centrepoint Robinson's to look for Weimin during her dinner [time: 5.00pm] Yup, accompanied her till' 6.00pm. Weimin's planning to buy a ring and bracelet for herself (I think) Yeah, kinda like the ring she had in mind :) a very sweet design. Bought Almond Roca and tried to entice Fangru to eat it (yum!!!)
Later on,we walked our way... all the way to Plaza Singapura (P.S. i luv u) Yup, to find Sophia!!! But alas!!! Fate didn't let us meet again :cry: *sobsob* Yup, so we ended up having dessert at Kopitiam (2nd last level) cos' dear Fed's back from Canada since last night, but she backed out on me for a dinner =_=" cos' she wanted to watch tv :roll: Lol... she's not changed~~~
Guess where we went off to after that? :arrow: RC
Man... I had nightmares that night :lol: Thanks to Fangru~ :lol: :oops: Aiyo... Nightmare... *turtle* Ok, we'll leave it as that lar ya... Luckily, Amanda was not there... :b [LINE] [image]FiD0709_694469676.gif[/image] [18.05.04 - Tuesday]
Today's the worst day for my dear sis... And I had woozy dizziness from panadol today too... Mum had no appetite too...
Didn't know how I somehow had the strength to try and talk reason and actually made a successful attempt at being rational without raising a hand or a leg on him (just my voice though)
Thoughts that went through my head:
[before seeing that face]
:!: dizzy
:!: sick
:!: tired
[after seeing that face]
:!: disappointed
:!: why
:!: fist
:!: punch
:!: make em' bleed
:!: poke em' blind
:!: anger
:!: fury
:!: red
:!: fumes
:!: didn't want to use words but they somehow came flowing outta my mouth, as if they were waiting for this fateful day
Bastard 10,000 promises No matter how infinite But all emptiness Like the darkness of the night What for?
Say sweet nothings But also mean empty nothings When you seem to forget All so easily like wiped sweat!
Sweat is no sweeter Than tears Tears which bring Tears to her heart Heart which has been All devoted to you Damn you!
Could just see See it from your face You arrogant being Stinks worse than faeces!
I may mean nothing I'm just an onlooker Sad though the sweet thing That you easily cast over Happens to be my blood sister!
You are emotionless You said so yourself Perhaps nameless Better left on the shelf!
Wish you all the best With your ever amnesia With your so called gang With your arrogance With your hypocrisy With your utter stupidity With your empty sweetness With your gentleman facade gone With all that you used to have but none Hope you'll be happy now that you've released her from her misery... Well indeed she's happy now She wasn't crying over you She was just pouring away whatever tears she kept for you... So from then on She'll exist with memories Where you cease to exist... [LINE] [image]FiD0709_694469676.gif[/image] [17.05.04 - Monday]
If I'm not wrong, today's Ww's b'day! But I forgot to wish him =_=" cos' I was just too excited that today's my 1st day of break from the 5 days of work at Centrepoint Robinson's...
Met up with Fangru, Amanda and Clement (@mr.alien@tan tan@cle cle@ment ment) at 12.15pm at P.S. entrance. Lol, actually I kinda got lost in the MRT area since I wasn't so familiar with Dhoby Ghaut. So I reached there kinda early and just couldn't find the P.S. entrance so, I msged the 2 girls telling them I was somehow lost in the MRT maze and would be late. Hmm, since Amanda told us that she was gonna be late, so I thought maybe I'd wait for her at the MRT exit (which I did and met her with Clement!) :lol: How lucky~!!! Then we met Fangru at the entrance (though she told us later that she actually went out by the same exit -.-""")
When we've met and Mr. Alien was done with getting some money outta the ATM, we went up to the cinema!!! Got em' tickets for Van Helsing!!! And salty popcorns!!! Heheee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!! Haven't eaten em' like in a month :lol: :oops: Well, I just didn't have the time or company to be at the cinemas... so yeah... :) Got a whole bucket to myself (and finished it in like half the movie's time!!!) Fangru and Amanda shared a bigger bucket of sweet ones but, didn't even finish half of em' :lol: The bigger bucket should have been mine!!! Wahahahax! Mr. Alien ate hotdog~!
The movie was awesome!!! 4 stars from me!!! (5's only for LOTR) 8) Though the ending's a lil' sad, cos' I was hoping maybe Anna would've lived and married Mr. Van Helsing! Hehee! Wishful thinking... Kinda like Mr. Frankenstein :) he's so cute ya know! Really... Van Helsing's partner's a wee bit adorable too~ :lol:
Then, we set off to the Dhoby Ghaut's other exit, so that Amanda and Fangru could pass some stuff to Vin Vin. Yup, Mr. Alien was a lil' quiet though maybe cos' he's out with 3 girls :lol: Yeah, kinda odd combination. Oh well~ but we did manage to get him into the conversation at times.
Later on, we went to meet Weimin at the P.S. entrance and set off to Long John Silver's for lunch. [4 girls + 1 alien] :lol: Yup, but our meeting was short for today...
After lunch, Fangru had to accompany Weimin to Suntec City, Amanda needed to go home. And I was like, "errr, hmmmm... where to go now~" So, instead of going home, I'd thought maybe I'd go find Sophia. And Mr. Alien was like half-hearted :lol: In the end, he still followed in Amanda's direction :lol: I failed to find Sophia, found Aishan instead~ Hmmm, perhaps another day then...
When I reached the Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station, I was so decisionless!!! "Where to go? Home? Meet JK? Meet someone who's still in S'pore?" Somehow, I think JK's angry with me about something... I think I know, but it ain't my fault (I was working that time) :roll: So I called up on Sm and after 30mins of trying to make a decision... VOILA!!! I met dear Sm during her dinner break at 6.00pm at Toa Payoh 8) Heeheee!!! Had a funny evening with her and then, I headed on home :wink:
No idea if this really reflects me. But after much pondering... it's not wholly describing me! :lol: Cos' I'm the kind who really would stand up for myself... (but under certain circumstances only! heheeex!) :? [LINE]
You came from the water. Calm and shy, you know what you want, but sometimes are afraid to stand up for yourself.
To start with... Ate instant noodle for breakfast. Then met up with Fangru and Amanda at Orchard MRT... For the first time, I'm the earliest!!! Yeay!!! Another achievement!!! :lol: [time: 12.00pm] Told them to look for a purple-striped-shirted person but they seem to overlook me somehow cos' of... [b]the wall[/b]! (wall was blocking me... duh -.-" bleahz)
Anyways, went to eat lunch at KFC (I've forgotten that I just had a meal :X) So yeah... they filled in their poly admission+enrolment forms and stuff and this time, we had a better digestable lunch 8) heheex! Otherwise, I think it'd be hard on my stomach for the rest of the day...
Then we walked around and around Taka, HMV... (took neoprints again!!! shiny shiny de!!! :D) till we were like "time's up for amanda! hehe~~" then we proceeded to the MRT.. Yup, she's making preparations in being a good housewife and mother :lol: J/K!!! Cos' yeah her maid's left already, so yeah the only daughter in the house has to help and stuff. Yeah ya know~ :wink: [time: 3.30pm]
Amanda has had some problems with a friend of hers. Gee... asking her to apologise for typing something on her blog?!? Man!!! Blogging is personal freedom! Why the heck would anyone apologise for what they felt like typing? Ain't that right? Geee... Anyways, that friend was somehow in the wrong, in my opinion. So yeah, why apologise for something you didn't do and for blogging as a form of venting your emotions about it? :roll:
Then yup, Amanda went home and the remaining two of us went to RC... [b]Finally!!![/b] Wahahahahax!!! Heheee!!! Yup, met up with my Robinsons senior and told him the bad news concerning my Uni course offer :cry: And oh well, I will be his future computer hacker -_______-" Oh wateva lar~~~ Guess who else we saw? Heheee!!! TuRtLe!!!!! With a new hair do ne!!! Kawaii!!!!! :D LOL... Now he looks 10 years younger! Wahaha~ I'm exaggerating! But... didn't really get a chance to talk to him especially when all he said when he saw me was "TURTLE!" and Fangru had to suan me until I turned --- :oops: <--- So yeah... Couldn't get the red colour off my face, so I decided to make myself scarce and fleed from the scene! [Luckily, Amanda wasn't around, or I would have just fainted on the spot...] Haix... Stupid me -.-" So the two of us just walked around till my face cooled off, and walked till 7 Eleven's, where Fangru cooled her throat and influenced me to buy chocolates! I bought a Snicker bar, red Skittles and 1 nice jelly... I asked the cashier for a spoon... Guess what she gave me??? A short, fat straw!!! My goodness!!! She didn't even know that what I bought was jelly, and not some kind of drink!!! Can imagine how I suffered to finish the jelly... :x > So we walked and talked, walked and talked and ate till Suntec City and back to City Link... and back to RC -.-" Too bad, didn't see "turtle" cos' I think he went for dinner or something. Or perhaps he was in the storeroom~ Oh bother... didn't get to say hi or bye to him. [time: 6.00pm] Yup... and then we took the MRT. I was already late for my dinner date with Shan!!! Lol!!! Yeah, Fangru left for home and guess what I had for dinner? KFC... -.-" :lol: But I only ordered cheese fries and a cup of Milo. And had a great time chatting and some catching up wif Shan. She's leaving for HK on the 15th (this coming Sat) to attend her grandma's funeral. Yeah... lotsa things to talk about but so lil' time, since I'm going to start work tomorrow (12th=Sean's Bday)!!!
O gee~~ So tired... Don't feel like working tomorrow though... :?
[LINE] Still have more from today... But, haven't scanned em' yet~ Oh well... Another day ya :wink: [LINE] [i][Actually I made a neat lil' .gif slideshow outta the neoprints... But it seems that it's taking up too much bandwidth on my server so... LOL... switched em' to mere pictures... :roll: So sad... :cry: ][/i]
Today's Monday... Finally I remember which day is which! :roll: Yea cos' for the last few weeks, I've been losing count of which day is which due to [b]overwork-loaded-ness[/ b]! :lol: Oh wateva~ [LINE] Finally filled in the NTU course acceptance form today(after much persuasion that is...)! So well, Dad said just pay the $100 for reservation of course, while waiting for NUS' reply on course offer (darn NUS is super slow!!!) I'm surprised I didn't blow up when the Internet hung up on me and I had to [b]refill[/b] in the long darn form. Quite an achievement on my temper control, I must say 8) Yeay!!! [LINE] Still I think, the universities are a lil' too much to make us wait that long and hence earn money by our reservation fees!!! Or are they really seriously competing against each other for better candidature? Argh!!! But they're so selfish as to make us wait and pay that $100! S$100 isn't little ya know!!! It can buy me perhaps 10 days of meals :roll: darn... (though the $100 isn't from my pocket, then again I hate losing good money just like that) Oh wateva~ Must be some clever idea from the respective dean or ministry or something... -.-" it's sOoOo unfair when you've no power over a thing like this... [LINE] Finally scanned the neoprints the "laughing trio" took on the fateful 07.05.2004! Heeheex!!! Managed to enlarge the small tiny neoprints into big pictures! Another achievement on my part 8) Yeay Yeay!!!
Will post it in here maybe tomorrow ~ :wink: Till then, lights out! Nites and bed buggy bites! :D [LINE] Another thing.... Did I tell you it was [b]tErRiBlY eXtRa WaRm[/b] today?!? +______+"
When I was small Everyone else were tall You were always there To do up my hair... Don't ask me why But time has passed us by Someone else moved in She's my sis...
Now I am tall Everyone else no small And you don't ask the time of day... But Mum you're my Only person I grew by Till today come 9th of May...
The misunderstandings we've had Always long and sad Still you're always there For my heart to bare... And I recall The moment of them all The day I kissed your cheek and you hugged me...
No matter how Happy or bitter it's been till now You'll always be My Mum one and only... Cos' Mum you're my Only person I grew by Till today come 9th of May... Till today and forever...
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[b][i]Song adaptation from "First of May" by Bee Gees[/i][/b]
I got my inspiration from there cos' somehow or rather, the song just keep humming its way into my mind (like it or not haha!). Yup, I'm kinda familiar with plenty of the oldies cos' I kinda grew up along with them. How? My dearest Mum of course!!! Hahax! She just loves to listen to em' especially during my childhood years :wink:
Oh well, hopefully my version can blend into the music nicely~ Haha, cos' I think it goes just fine :lol: Oh well... Love the original song!!! :arrow:
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[i]When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall, we used to love while others used to play. Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by, someone else moved in from far away.
Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small, and you don't ask the time of day. But you and I, our love will never die, but guess we'll cry come first of May.
The apple tree that grew for you and me, I watched the apples falling one by one. And I recall the moment of them all, the day I kissed your cheek and you were gone.
Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small, and you don't ask the time of day. But you and I, our love will never die, but guess we'll cry come first of May.
When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall, do do do do do do do do do... Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by, someone else moved in from far away.[/i]
~:: Silence is Golden, so is Time... SCE xperience? ::~
Today, I went to NTU for some welcome thingey by the School of Computer Engineering. Yeah, for the record...
:arrow: [b]I didn't get my 1st choice NTU course: Communications and Information!!![/b]
Yeah, I was rather totally pissed off, when I received an offer for the Computer Science course instead, like a week ago... Come on man... Why confuse my thoughts?!?
To elaborate... I was like totally crazy about the Computer Science course thingey the first time I wanted to send in my application in March. Then, after some severe persuasion and convincing by family and peers, I'd came to think that Comm and Info was more my thing and had better job prospects. Why? Cos' writing's been some sort of a passion and I've been known to kinda have a flair for it, plus working in the broadcasting and media arena created a big anticipation on me. So, my mind totally switched to Comm and info! [i][I have this mindset problem, I realised...][/i] Now that fate has it that I can't sit through that wonderful course, I've to switch my mind back to Comp Sci!!! Man!!! Of course I'm dead furious! I hate [i][b]changing[/b][/i]! I can't [i][b]change[/b][/i] that easily... Yet, no one seems to understand me... Perhaps, my emotions over such a small matter may seem too overwhelming... But to me, it's really a big deal. I have to have some time to think over it again. Man... getting a degree is like almost determining how to make full use of your future. Otherwise, why get a degree that you won't be using? And when I say I need time to think, I mean [b]TIME[/b]! Time to sit down and digest, time to evaluate and time to propose a solution. Furthermore, I haven't had time while I was working. But no one seems to understand! I got angry over it and tried to just push the matter aside till I had [b]time[/b] to ponder over it. But I keep getting pushed to make a decision! Why can't my mind just have some break from all the work, and then have time to ponder over it? Why? Give me some thinking space...
So when I kept silent each time the issue about decision making was raised, I was scolded. If I had said something that was on my mind, I'd be scolded too. Either way, I was scolded. Why? My temper is to be blamed. Man!!! I wasn't raising my temper or anything... I was just trying to be calm and cool and trying to think over it... Besides, I've controlled my temper very well all due to silence. Yet my silence seems to be misunderstood again! Can someone please enlighten me? [b]Should I say what's on my mind or be silent?[/b]
I'm quite fed up... Even when I say something in my normal tone of voice, my temper is to be blamed for raging again! Please... My temper is doing just fine these days, unless I start shouting and hollering all the nonsense. Anyway, I don't holler nonsense. All I do, is try to reason myself. But cos' people start raising their voices at me, I raise mine too. Why? Cos' I'm afraid they can't hear out my reasoning. Now, isn't that being reasonable enough? Just pay me some listening ear and hear me out and then think over your reply again.
Yes, I admit that I do have a temper. Well, who doesn't? But never always blame anything that doesn't go right by you, on my temper. Cos' I haven't said anything and I'm already blamed. I'm getting tired of having my temper blamed for no reason. If ever I'm angry at something or someone, I do have to say it out loud. Otherwise, how can I live getting bottled up? Silence is golden eh? Yeah, when I'm silent, it means I'm thinking. I'm thinking how to answer, how to solve it, how to just [b]avoid[/b] an argument! I didn't start any argument... I was just plain thinking over plenty of matters lately...
[i][b]Understand me, is all I ask...[/b][/i]
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Anyway, I went to the NTU SCE thingey as a means of trying to decide whether Comp Sci is the right choice. It's always better than having to make a hasty decision. Yeah, but I just couldn't understand why Dad was so insistent on me paying for the course. It's not until the 17th that I have to reply ya know...
Whatever...
Man, the welcome meet was a bit enriching but come to think of it, I think it was more for the Comp Eng people. All they usually talked about was Comp Eng. Praised about Comp Eng. Everything that is good is Comp Eng. Laughed about Comp Sci. Man... I hear different views from different people. Saying Comp Sci is like all software and programming and that it could be learnt from books and etcetera and like "why bother going through uni just to study it". Saying Comp Eng people are more likely to get jobs. Man! Then some said that it depends on the individual. Well, yeah... But considering the job market, how probable is that Comp Sci people will get employed? Won't the employers prefer the Comp Eng people, who knows both worlds : software and hardware???
That's what kept me silent the whole day. Plus being too tired from the heat of all the climbing and getting lost in the NTU's School of Computer Eng and worn out from listening to the sophisticated project people's presentations. Totally physically and mentally worn out. I've met new people but I just don't know whether there'll be a second time where I'll meet them on campus again. It was enriching a lil' but my mind's just a lil' too confused in trying to make a decision such that, I just can't be bothered by other matters. The games and get together's were quite fun but, the people there (mostly guys) seem too tall for me to [i]reach[/i]. Literally speaking... plus the fact that they're older than me (generation gap?) Almost became a loner, had I not met Shasha and Jennifer (ex-PJCians) Then James was rather interactable... The rest were like... [b]dead[/b] most of them... I dunno... Maybe they're just like me? Pondering over making a final decision?
Darn NUS... Why can't they send us their reply earlier??? Are they trying to extort the reservation money out of us??? We're just students ya know!!!
[b]Am I being pessimistic here or am I realistic?[/b]
I dunno... I think I'll get some sleep now... No... LOTSA!
Yesterday, I rotted my day away at home with neopets! Haha, plus chatting with my fellow colleagues on the MSN. Man, come to think of it... I kinda miss working at the expo with everyone else around!!! :oops: Then again, people would think me crazy to actually put myself through that torture again. :lol: Oh wateva~
Today, went to meet up with Fangru and Amanda at Somerset at 12.30pm... lolx... And we lost each other cos' I simply couldn't understand what "outside the train station" meant. Haha!!! Seriously, I interpreted it as "control station" like I always do with my JC budds... It was hilarious, and Amanda became victim to climbing up and down the escalator~! :lol:
Hmmm then we ventured out to Cineleisure without knowing what to have for lunch. Came across Burger King but.... wE'vE hAd EnUfF oF tHaT aT tHe ExPo... Came across KFC but... there wasn't enough seats. So, we had Long John Silver's!
Man, that was the first hardest lunch I have ever had the chance to swallow! Seriously... the laughter was so hard to bear that the 3 of us almost choked on our food about almost every 5 seconds... :lol: We're pratically the worst people you'd ever want to have a meal with! Why laugh, you'd ask? Well, it can be over almost the tiniest matter... But if you were there with us, you'd feel the atmosphere :P
Yup, we whiled our time away hoping to finish our lunch as we spoke and laughed, spoke and laughed. Then we went to get some Neoprint snappies~! Yeay~! Well, at least now I have a better memory of the two 8)
Then we headed to Centrepoint's Robinsons, where Jason was waiting for us (he's actually later than promised -.-"). Along our way there, we actually noticed Terence from the Expo Logistics, with a skateboard if I recalled correctly. He didn't notice us though~ Yeah, then we bumped into 2 of Amanda's friends. Boy, you should have seen the way the trio shrieked out, as if they'd just met their lovers! :lol: Hilarious, Fangru and I just couldn't help laughing away...
We laughed and talked, laughed and talked all the way towards our destination, wondering what Jason was doing while waiting for us, wondering what Jason was wearing (since he really resembled a 13 yr old despite being 17... not being sarcastic but we were really curious since we only got to see one another in our Robinsons uniform) Oh... we can be such meannies~! :lol: Oh well, no offence, but the 3 of us are cranky people when put together :wink: so we kinda got into the cranky mood the whole day...
Oh yea... Amanda's blogged about our trio outing too but she missed out this part...heheee! :arrow:
While we were on our way (almost to the entrance) to Centrepoint, a water droplet fell onto Amanda's orange shirt! Hehee!!! Kinda on an unlikely spot though... Haha~ it wasn't so bad a spot, but she was really sensitive and was like "why did it have to fall on me!!!" :lol: So adorable~ Me and Fangru had a real wild time about it..
Then we tried means and ways to spot Jason before he spotted us, on our way to the 5th level by the escalator. But alas, he was sitting facing 'behind' the escalator so, yeah... Hopefully, he didn't hear what we were saying before we errr met him... :lol: O gee~ hahahx~!
Went into Robinsons, then we met Weimin, then the two ladies returned their blue Robinsons shirts to the office and we just window shopped around. Then Fangru met her senior, the one she likes to thank with a "thank you for your k'poh"! Lol!!! That girl is so cranky~ Hahahx... And I couldn't help giggling when I found out that her senior's name's Ahmad... Aww man!!! 4 Ahmads in Robinsons for the record: Ahmad Dawood (my training senior), Ahmad (my training senior's partner), Muhammad (="ahmad syllable"=turtle), Ahmad (Fangru's senior) :D yup... then the two recollected old times a lil' and I didn't really snorted (as Amanda mentioned)... LOL... The unexpected laughter just came out when I was yawning! :oops: hehee!!!
Yup, then we headed out to the washroom and Jason suggested that we go to the arcade at Orchard Emerald, I think... Yup, played Daytona like mad people.. Haha! Seriously, I think I'm too short for it... The seat's like a lil' too far from the steering wheel, though I've adjusted it. But anyway, had fun there... Yeah, the place was a wee bit too loud though, till... I couldn't hear that Mum called me 13 times... :oops: It wasn't my fault man! I just couldn't hear my mobile ringing!!! :cry: Then I think Mum was a wee bit pissed off... I dunno...
Then, we headed out. Fangru and I walked Amanda to the MRT, while Jason made a head start's disappearing act. That guy's weird... He just didn't talk to us, except for Amanda. Maybe he likes Amanda :idea: haha... Too bad, she's already attached 8) Yeah... or maybe he's got some inferiority complex and trying to hide his emotional self. Therefore, he exudes non chalance~ Aha!!! That must be it! Oh wateva~
All due to Fangru's persuasion to accompany her, plus the fact that we take the same train home, I accompanied my dear "ai ren" to accompany Weimin during her dinner time (5.00pm). Yup, happens to turn out that Weimin's working cos' of a job attachment for poly. Hmm, interesting... Then dilly dallied... till it was 6.00pm and we headed home.
Stopped by the bubble milk tea's shop and bought some home, hoping to pacify my Mum... Well, it wasn't really my fault that I couldn't hear my mobile ringing, was it? -.-" Well, all's well, I guess...
My sis fell sick again... Wonder why is it that she falls sick this often. Exam stress? Weather? Lack of sleep? Insufficient nutrients? Hmmm... [i]Ponder ponder...[/i]
WOW~! Today is the first day eversince the 27th April, that I get to wake up at 1.00+ pm. Especially since it was such a terribly nice weather to sleep in (it was raining birds+cats+dogs+etc) 8)
Oh well, actually today's supposed to be the last day of our first Robinson's assignment. But since we've managed to clear up the necessary mess yesterday, we're given a day off today (without pay thou :roll:) Wateva~~~
Man... The last 8 days of work had been both great torture and fun! Lol!!! Like they say, there's always a blessing in disguise of all the bleakness (almost always lar ya~)
[b]Torture as in:[/b] - had to travel from one corner of the hall to the other just to punch in and out for meal breaks (which was only an hour long each) - no chairs for us to rest our backsides and loosen the tight muscles in our legs and feet - almost 11.5 hrs of standing behind the counter - having annoying customers not trusting our cashiering prowess and insisting that they hadn't spent that much (wth... don't they count how much they're spending? at least give a personal estimate!!!) - having customers asking for more than 2 extra plastic bags (kiasu???) - having customers who DON'T HAVE PRICE TAGS on their items for purchase (thus, giving us extra work on running around the hall for the prices and stalking the walkie-talkie guys for the bar codes) - having customers asking time and again about the 5% monthly rebate on the Robinson's OCBC card (don't they listen to the card people when they became the members??? adults with no brains??? or short term memory???) - having customers who want the silver shopping bags provided (only for SHOPPING IN ROBINSON'S) for their own shopping usage outside of the Singapore Expo Hall 5! (can't they buy their own big silver bag? nothing's free in this world ya know...almost...) - having to pack enormous items into the flimsy plastic bags provided (just realized being a packer ain't easy for my height :? ) - having to pack all the glassware and fragile items!!! (papers and papers and plastics and plastics) - having to change big money for smaller change all the way up the cash office when they've ran out (to think the supervisor ENSURED us that the cash office people would be [i]running[/i] around for us to change money! hahz! they did but not as often as required!) - the extra eXtRa extra long queue on Labour Day!!! (and we don't get paid extra eXtRa extra for our hard work...aAaAaRgH) - the stingyness of not having air-conditioning during our hall-tear-down yesterday!!! (it was extra damn hot!!!) - having to balance myself on the damn slippery floor yesterday!!! - having injuries on my hands caused by the stupid scotch tape dispenser!!! - to be called "auntie" by a small boy... (o bother~) - lastly... to be called "turtle"... by you know who... darn it... -______-"
[b]Fun as in:[/b] - I got to work beside great+crazy+cranky+funny people! (you guys bring teary and throat sore laughters to me :lol: serious!!!) - got a great partner, Sophia! (5566 fan!!! nu ren!!!) - got a great shift packer, Ying Rong! (ma lai nu ren!!!) - got great neighbouring cashiers and packers, namely; Fangru (ai ren), Amanda (auntie), Ai Shan, Chen Hanwei (lol), Adillah, Yee Huan, Suseela, Muhammad (turtle... +_+) - got a great meal break gang; Joanna, Lixuan, Vanitha, Yee Huan, Fadilah, Nadia, Rohaiya - when Jason finally acknowledged me as "jie" not "auntie" :lol: - when all the cashiers and packers and walkie-talkie guys went slack+bonkers+chaotic on our last sale day, 3rd May!!! - when we all started wasting the PAID and FRAGILE stickers on our fellow colleagues~!!! (first victim was Firdaus, QC aka walkie talkie guy :lol: ) - when Mummy dearest came for shopping on our last sale day!!! - when I met some old acquaintances shopping in the area - when I heard that my aunts and uncles had came for shopping (thou I didn't get to see them) - when we had sweets to eat! - when we turned nonsensical due to boredom since there was no customers! - when Suseela wanted to stuff me into a luggage! - when Sophia drank like a water tank! (lol) - when both Sophia and Ying Rong were around and the three of us just went totally nuts sometimes! - when Adillah took off her shoes and found them missing when she wanted to wear em' back!!! :lol: - when I started to try my massaging prowess on you guys and all of you freaked out in pain esp Adillah :lol: (only Yee Huan could stand the pain) - when we had sweets to eat! - when Joanna always had mayonaise smearing her lips everytime she munched on a burger or takoyaki! - when Vanitha resembled a guy, regardless of how we took a photo shot of her and regardless of whose camera phone was used! - when Yee Huan started kicking people's backsides! - when Fangru giggled everytime she saw the cute big-eyed guy walk past! lol - when Fangru laughed even though I said nothing :lol: - when Kok Wai had his whole face made up into a girl on our last sale day!!! (man~ he is pretty~ :lol:) - when you guys didn't believe that I'm turning 19~ lol - when I thanked the logistics' guys everytime they came to unload our white rectangle bucket - when I fell down on my backside yesterday, trying to arrange the metal bucket into the line (the floor was damn slippery!!!) - when we just talked all nonsense yesterday about "ai ren" in between our labour jobs! - when we tried to find suitable and comfortable spots to rest our backsides~ - when getting bullied (=punched/pinched/poked/t eased at) by "turtle", though I hate to admit it... he's a real nice guy :oops: funny too... very tall too... very helpful too... o bother~~~
Well... that somehow summarises my 8 days of Robinson's Expo Warehouse Sales :) But only the fun remains engraved in my memory, every night and every day... :wink:
[i]"Oh sweet memories can sometimes be in the guise of the painful experiences we go through... Sweet but bitter... Just like coffee..." :) [b]--- my 8 days[/b][/i]
:!: Scorpions can glow under ultraviolet light... =http://img37.photobucket.com/... :!: Cone snails may be slow, but very quick with their poison needle... The poison can kill humans at the least suspecting spots of the waters... =http://img37.photobucket.com/... The toxins, however, seems to be promising in the search for cancer cures... :!: The most poisonous creature on Earth is Mr. Box Jellyfish... =http://img37.photobucket.com/... Such that Aussie lifeguards wear [b]pantyhoses[/b] to protect themselves from getting stung to death within minutes by Mr. Box... :!: The platypus is believed to be a mutation of the mating between a duck and a water rat :shock: ... [i][b]Is this true? I dunno... -.-"[/b][/i]
Oh well... That's all that pricked my deep curiosity this noon when I watched a programme on the Discovery Channel... :wink:
Haven't blogged For what seemed Weeks...no! Ages... [i][ps:Xactly 10 days of no blogs~][/i] Cos' mi fingers Were just Laying around like dust Plain lazy perhaps Or waiting for a blogging relapse?
Guess the waiting worked Though my bloggy's abit Long under-dated Oh well... It's all in the wit!
Lol... Yup I'm back... For today and the next few days, I hope :? Cos' starting next Tues, I'll be working on average, 13.5 hours at the S'pore Expo Hall 5, as a cashier for the Robinson's Warehouse Sale commencing from 28.04.04 --- 02.05.04 !!!
Man... Just 4 hours per day, training as a cashier at Raffles City's Robinson's Travel Good's Department these last four days, was already a wee bit harsh on my legs (thou' I hated to admit it). My legs are already turning to rubber! Even the new black shoes I bought just last Wed can do lil' to comfort my feet. Oh well, better than no comfort... :roll:
Being a Robinson's cashier, I've just realized today, is a wEeEeEe bit demanding. I dunno~ Or maybe, only I think so? They've 5 Non-Negotiables to follow by as their staff, but I was told that practically anyone in the Customer Service or Retails line, go by the same 5 NNs. Oh bother... Guess I'll have to put up with it till' the contract's over. But I kinda relish the feeling of having to be able to count money~ Heex!
:arrow: [i][b]Always wanted to be a cashier since I was a kid![/b][/i]
Lol... There you have it 8)
Hmmm... got something on my mind... Will be back~ :wink:
Btw... I had been busy playing.... NEOPETS~!!! That's why my fingers were too lazy to blog... :oops:
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You always said that you're right We're always in the wrong You said that we'd started the fight Whilst you in fact were comparing us to dung?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You always said that you're the best Doing all your bit for the family While you put unnecessary events to feast On your salary money?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You always said you were investing For our sakes When the money's nesting In shares and stakes?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You always insist We follow by your rules Whilst how you exist Don't seem to follow the same rules?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] Whatever you preach Are not put to practice Yet we're said to breach When we don't take them to notice?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You resort to violence When we're taught otherwise And you can seek God's forgiveness And we can't even seek yours? Cos' what is in fact Yours to blame Is our make That's how you so claimed?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] Whatever deeds you've done Bad or good Can be forgotten Or held up in engraved wood? Whilst when it comes to bad deeds of ours You'd bring it up Even the date and hours Collected unforgiveness in a metal cup? On the other hand Whatever good we've done Was never even Put to memory in your brains, none?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You claimed we were ignoring When you needed attention Yet you were away snoring When we needed medication?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You claim to be Such a perfect guy To friends and extended family When it's all a lie?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] You keep making promises That you never fulfill Leaving us with mere wishes Heaping up in hills?
[u][b]Why Dad...[/b][/u] Don't you take my suggestion To stop being such a peacock And do some reflection Instead of using the time on stocks? Stop blaming us For all your mistakes We're not stupid lasses Stupid's for your losing stakes!
Yeay~!!! Finally got a temp job! Man... It's the one that I went for the last day of interview, just last Thurs. Cool! 8)
Today... woke up at 1.30pm!!! -______-" [i]Bad bad[/i]...
Had a dream that caused me to cry in my sleep!!!
Man... can't really recall what made me cry though. Someone didn't trust me or something and took my money away... I don't know what to make of it :shock: But that someone was somebody close. Is that a warning or is there some hidden truth that I should learn from?
Sm was so nice today to give me call on a job offer she got :) Thanks gal!!! But, I didn't get the job cos' they wanted a Mandarin speaking person. Ahz~!!! Offered to let me email my resume to them so they can refer future jobs to me, but their email wasn't working!!! Ahz~!!! It's ok, I've got one already!!!
YEAY!!! My childhood dream of being a cashier will be coming true pretty soon! :) So exciting!!! Of course, as usual I shared my joy with the whole island~ [i]Well, almost[/i]...
Ok... had that favourite meal of mine again, today... Yuppies... ok... out of ideas... I'll continue tomorrow...
Wah~!!! Failed to wake up early again... Woke up at 11am! This is becoming an addiction :roll:
Then normal routines : got off bed, bathe, eat... Heex~ Finally become the first one to change bed sheets today :oops: cos' usually I'll be the last (i'm the laziest) :lol:
Waiting for my dear dude pal to msg me...
When I happened to just reach TPY Ctrl with my dear Mum and Sis... VOILA~! Dude msged me... O geez...
So I went back home after a half an hour's walk with Mum and Sis and packed all the possible white sheets that I had in mind of passing down to my dude pal's ownership... Took quite some time to get them all into a decent file and bags cos' I couldn't bear letting go... [i]Nostalgia nostalgia[/i]... Bleahx~! :b
Missed a bus (232), dragged the stuff all the way to another bus stop (238)... [b]Man, they were damn heavy~![/b]Reached TPY Ctrl again... 15min late from our promised time... :oops: Yeah, kept him waiting I guess...
Wow~! My dear dude pal has sure grown since I last saw him 2 years ago... [i]Envy envy[/i]... Rather handsome I must say~~~ [b][Wahahahax if u're reading this... it's a big compliment ley~~~][/b]
Yup... 4.15pm... I'll remember I was late... -____-" I'm always late... [i]O geee[/i]....
Oh well, yeah... Cute guy... :wink:
Met up with Mum and Sis.. Wandered around a bit... and headed home to misery again...
Tonight's was worse... That hatred's beginning to heighten just when I was floating with tranquility today... Especially after seeing an old friend... Yeah felt kinda happy... All that good feeling dissolved when I reached home... Good mood is dissipating right now...
Yeah... Failed to accomplish my-longed-for-mission today... I woke up at 11.00am instead of when the alarm had jolted me up at 9.00am... Oh well~
Hmm... Come to think of it, actually I just wanted to continue my dream.[i] Sigh[/i]... But when I returned to slumber land, my dream path had already changed!!! Man!!! Now I don't know what treasure lies ahead of my unaccomplished dream!!! :(
Yeah, slogged at home today again... Attempted to play "The Winner Takes It All-by ABBA" on my Clavinova yet again... At least I could start the song properly this time around :)
Then, I adored my pc yet again in the afternoon. [i]Bother[/i]... What else can I do? Thinking of setting up a webby but I've no idea what should the contents be about...
Yeah, so I lazed around as usual. Luckily didn't eat much today, or else...
Supposedly, dear dude pal was to collect notes from me. But I didn't hear from him, so it's postponed.
Chatted with dear Fed abit through sms. She should be back this coming Monday 8) Heex~!
Didn't really hear from the botak guys... Hope they're alright [i]*fingers crossed*[/i] lolx~
Made a few more job applications...
[i]Ponder ponder...[/i]How come no one seems to visit my bloggy... :? Sad but true... So I guess I'm all on my own then... Boring perhaps... Maybe I'll think of something...
Dad isn't cUrEd yet...
Hmmm... What should I do to bide my time by... Let's see...
[b][01.04.04][/b] Yeah my first successful attempt in planning a group outing~! Heex~! Yeah... 4 guys & 3 girls... Ain't so bad since I figured that the smaller the group, the better it would be. Why? Better interaction! Who disagrees with me, pls explain yourselves? -.-" But yeah, JT disagreed with me on that, early that week while I was still planning it. Still, he gave in and made himself present! 8) Heeee~ This is the power of girl persuasion [i]*evil grin*[/i] since even the almost impossible Hansel and mission-aborted-Kevin were also present!!!
:arrow: 1) JT said, "The more the merrier~" 2) Hansel always couldn't make it when I planned something, especially in the mornings... 3) Kevin initially had a big major date with a girl!
[b]*BIG GRIN*[/b]
But all 'twas well in the end... [i]I thought so[/i]...
As my instincts warned me, there had been last minute changes; the transport there, a present I wanted to get, checked out the job that sOmEoNe pestered me to go for, last minute addition of Alv in the group, etcetera...
Yeah, supposedly we were all to meet up at McD's at 5.00pm. Yup, me and Su were late cos' we had dropped by Suntec City first and then took our leisurely stroll around and reached the meeting place about 30min late! Heex~! Yeah, JT, Kev and Alv were the first to touch down... [i]ehem unexpected thou~...[/i]lol~ A while after me and Su arrived, Hansel did too (with a cap as I expected...lol)
Funny thou... I don't recall the other guys wearing caps... [i]Hmmm[/i]...
Oh well, then after some waiting, guys had some magic card games (as usual), entertained ourselves by exchanging mobiles, I suggested treating them to ice cream... But somehow, they insisted that I'd get the cheapest ones for them -______-" no matter how high my persuasion power was... I failed... Guys...
[b][Guys hate it when girls give them a treat! True or False?][/b]
Yeah... then more waiting and Kev went to fetch Shan some place nearby (she just knocked off work)
Then the final decision came: "Where to have dinner?"
Of all places, the guys actually wanted the McD's we were waiting at all that while~!!! So I suggested to go to this [i]Satay Club[/i]... Nearby, I thought...
Alas, we had to walk sOoOoOoOo far to get there!!! Man, I felt guilty the whole way since the guys were obviously hungry (their appetites are infinite~) and they were somehow rather sick of walking long distances... Yeah, they just booked out from torture camp for a one-week-holiday... I felt guilty man... :(
When we finally reached the destination that only I knew of (somehow Hansel knows about it too, I think), it was like paradise... Eat!!! Yeah... I felt relieved too that they liked the place :) [i]*phew*[/i]
Yup then went to hunt for food... Girls and guys hunted separately though... Then [i]we[/i] shared barbequed stingray to go with rice and I suggested to buy satay (40 sticks since guys have bIg appetites) and thinking it would be my treat...
Had been a great meal, I think... Thinking back, we did have our share of laughters and stuff, though I was a lil' quiet. Dunno why, but I just didn't feel like talking much that day (instincts weren't feeling too gd either)... Listening to the rest talk was just enough for me to feel somehow contented... [i]Sigh[/i]... Cos' after this coming Sunday, the guys will go back to their torture camps and I won't be seeing them around any longer. Dear Su's going back to Indo this Sunday (04.04.04) Shan will be working...
Yeah, kinda regretted we didn't have photos taken. But I had a small movie~!!! :D
Then after eating, chatting and Hansel's stories and quizzes, we walked to the sea side and took in some of the night scenery...aAaAah...
Then went to the cabby stand cos' Shan needed to get home for she had work the next day. Yeah... she got in with 3 of the guys, while me, Su and Hansel shared another cabby...
Geez...pretty scary though, since I was the last passenger to alight from the cabby!!! It was late at night!!! Scary... +_+
Still, I pestered all to msg me when they reached home~ Hahax~ Contradicting... Hansel did the same, pestered me to do the same to him when I reached home... [i]Awww...[/i]
[i][b]Will miss the guys...A pity, Fed wasn't around to be with us...[/b][/i]
Heex~!!! Black is nice after all. No, in fact black IS fabulous! 8) Yippees for me~!!! This time, I don't think I'll change my bloggy layout until it REALLY really REALLY bores my eyes... [i]*hopefully not*[/i]
By the way, today's been chilly in the early afternoon. Literally chilly, yes. The wind was oOoOoOo so chilly until of course it rained, and still remained chilly. Hahax... Seriously, if you're where I am right now at that time, it would have really lulled you to sleep. But hey, I've had enough sleep ([i]about 11hours? -_-")[/i] That's why I was busy redecorating my bloggy [b][i]*hopefully for the last time*[/i][/b].. I am never satisfied when it comes to things that involve colour, designs and art... Oh well, I'm an art freak? Or perhaps a perfectionist freak? Either way, suits me just fine~ Heex~! [i]Or maybe I was just too busy being idle?[/i] Duhz...
Today my mood wasn't so affected by you-know-who-in-the-house . Been okay since I had my favourite lunch! :arrow: [b]DIY french fries and fried eggs [/b][i](the ones with the whites surrounding one circle of yellows)[/i]!!! Yummmmmmmy~!
Practically stayed home throughout the whole day, idling, too lazy to even circle job ads, waiting for time to pass... Oh yea~!!! Finally, I actually made the effort to learn the process of cooking 1 of the household's favourite dish : [i]Ikan Masak Asam Pedas[/i]. Yup, maybe I'll really cook it and get into action when the opportunity comes by again. Heex~!!!
:arrow: [b][1st dish learnt: Ikan Masak Asam Pedas][/b]
Hmmm...still haven't passed my old notes to dear dude pal... Geez... I am so slow... Yeah... Been kinda bored lately, other than learning how to make [b]BLINKIES[/b] and [b]GIF AVATARS[/b]. Yeah... that explains why I suddenly wrote that paragraph on the RHS column and why my avatars changed to just 1 frame size! Smartey me~~~ O geez... :lol: Man, it took me quite an amount of effort but hey, I learnt something new!!! :D Chillin' it all out... Yeah man!!!
Kinda missed my buddies thou... O yea perhaps you still dunno why, since I didn't update on what happened those missing 7 days of bloggies... Heex! Hmmm... tomorrow lar ya~... The lazy-I-don't-care syndrome is getting to me again... :b So... I'll sign off here... Bed buggy bites~~~
[i]Hopefully I'll manage to turn off the alarm and [b]GET OFF [/b]the bed early the next morning...[/i] :oops:
Fabric of the nation... Some almost infinite number of cloths and stitch works, all sewn together to form some big quilts. Done last year by people from all ages and from all walks of life. It's finally displayed upon its completion today at HDB HUB... Heex! My dear Mum was ecstatic when she spotted the piece she made for my Sis' sch homework... :lol: Quite an honour I must say, to actually have your work displayed for all eyes 8)
Went job hunting today with Mum at Raffles Shopping Centre cos' it's the last day for that particular Robinson's walk-in-interview. Wonder if I was accepted... [i]Ponder ponder...[/i] Then wandered around back to TPY Ctrl...
Waited for Sis cos' happens so... DAD was home early today, so happened to be sick~~~ bleahx...
Yeah... wandered around and dropped by Popular and later wandered to tell Sis about her wonderful patchwork and then Mum got hungry, so we sat down at Padang's while she ate... Then yeah... went back home to face misery again... [b]ooooooooooo [/b]hate the feeling...
[b][i]Something's wrong with Dad... Real wrong...[/i][/b]
That explains why I was sooooo angry till' my mood to blog just ran out.
[b]GOOD NEWS~!!! [/b]Fed isn't going to further her Uni in Canada after all~~~ Heex!!! Yesterday lar, my dear Su shocked me with a misinterpretation of news... lolx Actually Fed's going to Canada only for a holiday with her bro! :D So relieved...
[b]GOOD NEWS~!!! [/b]Dear dude pal has a bloggy!!! Heex~! Helped him out abit... Now I've got another buddy blogger~~~ [i](I'm nuts right now...dunno y) [/i]
About what happened the last few days...well...I'll be back on that later lar ya...
[i]"Does money mean everything? Is money more important than us? Being calculative needlessly over money, is its worth more than our happiness?...Why..." [/i]--- I'm asking someone...
Though I had to admit it to anyone else... Yeah I really enjoyed today's [i]date[/i]. Hmmm not really date date... but it's a date~!!! Heex~! Well to me, it is sorta date, yeah just that we were having it as [i]friends[/i]? Hmm, it's the best one so far even though between friends (guy-girl) yeah... :D
I'm really bushed right now but I still insist that my pizza-worn out fingers type in today's fun, pleasant memories..
Yeah, I guess I went out with him just cos' we were like too free and didn't really have any plans for today. And well, he asked so of course I went. Heex!
Yeah... Nice and considerate... Actually slowly fell for him since the time we sorta connected thoughts like 2 years ago... Often having the same thinking and all that. The perfect OnE. Yeah I had that impression of him. Was that smitten till' one day he broke my heart, but somehow 3 mths later it got mended. The pain of the wounds still lingered though.
Well, friends last longer... But sometimes in life, unexpected things can happen. You wouldn't know until [i]it[/i] happened, that [i]it[/i] had happened after all.
By the way, we walked around Suntec City since 2.00pm till' our legs were like worn out. Browsing through things that ranged from CDs, clothes, sportswear to household appliances! Oh yeah, we dropped by the Puzzle World to visit an old friend of his and he pestered me to fill in for the full-time sales assistant they required there -______-" Hmmm, till' now I'm still debating the suggestion in my head. [i]Oh headache...[/i] Hahax the whole time we just basically talked from sense to nonsense and a lil' teasing here and there about certain things like my salary being higher than his -__________-" So he suggested I buy a glow-in-the-dark puzzle set for him to play with :roll: Well, it doesn't sound funny in the [i]typed form[/i] but if you were there, you'd know how hilarious he was. Gee... couldn't stand him just now :lol: practically the whole day. Such a sweet guy... [i]If only lar ya~~~[/i] I can only dream about it...
Hmmm... the silly guy teased about the idea of having me wearing spaghetti stripes and what not tomorrow for our group beach outing -______-" Him and his nonsense and later when I acted being serious about wearing em' [i](which is impossible since I don't even own one hehex!) [/i] he looked seriously at me and insisted that he was just kidding around :lol: Can't stand his nonsense today.
Throughout the whole day, I still don't know how come he's soOoOo extra talkative today. Whoa no one would have thought he were the same person back when we were in group outings or school days! Serious... Mystery but it was fun having him that way~!!! Heex~!!!
Actually, this was also the first time we went out, just the two of us. Usually, we had someone else along, yeah for class-birthday-present-hu nts [i](cos' he's the class bank and I'm the asst monitress)[/i] or he would have his other guy friends along since I was the one being invited to join in. Yeah... First outing ain't that bad, I'd figure. Yeah it was a really really really nice one! Fun too!!
Learnt more about him and stuff... And then we went to TPY and... ate his most starved for [i]Stuffed Crust Seafood Supreme[/i]~ Hahahax... Yeah our tummies were already growling by then. We were lead to a two-seater table. But that big guy lar... He took our menus and just headed for a sofa-four-seater table cos' he said it was comfier and the table's bigger... Well, yeah like he said,"Customer's always right!" -________-" Haix.. the dear... Have to admit, it fitted our meal better since there was more space for the big regular pizza, 10pc chix drumlets, 1 garlic bread and drinks. Ended up eating using my hands instead of the eHeM reserved fashion of fork and knife cos' the pizza base was [i]TOO THIN[/i] and [i]his influence[/i] -_____-" Ok... For once did almost totally skipped the fork and knife. Yeah... hahax made him eat 4 slices cos' my tummy could only fit in 2 of em'... Oh well, he's bigger anyway. He iS big!!!
Yeah then we were all full and done, we went to search for his bro's model car at Kiddy Palace... But turned out to be a lil' too toyish, so he didn't buy it :lol: It is toyish... Yup then pondered over the time and meeting place for the ecp outing tomorrow afternoon and sent him off at the MRT. Heex~!!! See, I can be so swit~~~ :lol: =b [i](actually, he sent me off first but we dilly-dallied till' the buses left so...yea... hahax delayed time a wee bit... heex!)[/i]
I thought my day was done...but VOILA!!! Met my dear old buddy Sm, who just knocked off work at the TPY Int and we ended up chatting and chatting non-stop at McD's without having made any purchase there. Sssssh!! Yeah and then bought bubble milk tea [i](bandung today!!!)[/i] Then bought some vanilla cornetto for my Sis and sent her off and headed home :)
Spent about 2-3hours just chatting with her~ Heex!!! Left about 8.00pm...
[i][Man!!! I still haven't thought of which day to give dear dude pal my old notes!!!!!][/i]
Yeah pizza lickin' good fingers are awfully bushed right now... Another fun day tomorrow... :wink: [i]Bed buggy bites and sweet dreams my prince and all[/i]...
[i]The song "I'm so in love..." keeps ringing in my head now... Wonder if I have to get a panadol like last night to get to sleep again... -_-"[/i]
*gigglegiggle* So hilarious... Wonder why people were all so shocked when they saw me without my usual long hair~~ :lol: So cute were their faces that I couldn't help smiling silly...
Yeah like I said we watched Butterfly Effect today cos' of Kev again... Yeah everything that gave me a headache today seem to be linked to Kev... -_______-" Yeah the happy part and stuff linked to someone else lar ya~... Heex~!
Yeah... As usual [i](lately lar ya)[/i] I arrived late at the ticket booth, where [b]they[/b] were waiting for me --- 2 dear botak guys JT and Kev. Hahax... Wearing their caps even when we were inside the J8 shopping mall. Lol, I thought they'd spot me first on the escalator or somewhere since they were on the top floor but I managed to surprise them :D so cute... Yeah... was still a wee bit early 3.25pm. Show starts 3.40pm but we just went in and chill out in the almost empty cineplex. What'd you expect? The movie's been out for like a month plus I'd figure. Yeah... And me and JT were like complaining to Kev that the movie wasn't the best of choices anyway, but it turned out just alright for us in the end. Yeah, so Kev escaped from having to pay for all our tickets 8) Kinda nice... Only I was totally interested in popcorns. Shared some with them though I think JT preferred the biscuits he had. I prefer [i]salted popcorns~![/i] :)
Almost empty so the 3 of us practically had the whole right row to ourselves and Kev took all the space he wanted~! Hahax... Then yeah they still had their caps on [i]even[/i] when we were sitting there~!!! Hahahax~! Really couldn't help myself laughing silly until finally they took their caps off when the lights were out :lol: So adorable...
[i]I'd figure the other dear botaks are also doing the same thing?[/i]
:lol: silly guys... But I have to admit that they do look better with their caps on. Plus, they've lost weight. Hmm but their shirt sizes remain... So yeah... [i]Kinda thinking of something right now...[/i] =X Can't tell it...
When the show was over, left the mall and Kev just disappeared after he muddled my plan for the East Coast outing this week. Yeah, then JT walked me to the bus stop and chatted abit till' my bus arrived... Yeah, cos' he lives nearby and can just go home anytime... Gee.. I still think he's sweet... Oh wateva lar~~~!!!
Yeah feeling pretty good today after my big headache over the EC thing got worked out just this late hour. The headache's still nagging at me though. Owieee!!!
Yup I guess I'd better get sleeping soon or it'll worsen... Ah... A refreshing day indeed... Still can't pinpoint as to why~~~ [i]Smitten? [/i] Hopefully not... Gee... [i] "To sacrifice the love rather than to sacrifice for love... It'll bring out better lives for all and perhaps yours as well... Well, watch Butterfly Effect and you'll get what I mean..."[/i] :wink:
Made some job applications via email today. Once called but offered something uninteresting to me--- Telemarketing :( ... One replied my email though :) oks... Bed buggy nites~!!!
Today... Monday... Still no calls... Oh well... Give up!
Yeah Kev called me and pretended he wasn't Kev. Saying how he was so disappointed that I couldn't recognise his voice... Man... I thought it was a stalker calling on my mobile, since I didn't recognise the home phone no. that appeared on the mobile screen. Moreover, I just woke up... ([i]12.00pm heex~!)[/i]
Asked me to join him at dear JT's place and play... Playstation -___-" Even persuaded me so much so that he reasoned that I should at least look at a different house wall today [i](since I told him I wasn't doing anything today)[/i]. Oh well... but dear Mum won't let me cos' yeah... only girl going to a guy's house... Mum doesn't feel secure. Yup... And Mum wasn't feeling too good today either...
So I ended up cleaning my room again. It's still in a wee bit of a mess though. :oops: Just managed to move out the old cupboard. A wee bit heavy. But manageable. Then arranged here and there... Msged my dear peeps every now and then and thinking how to get as many people as possible together this coming Thursday for a leisurely stroll at East Coast. This is hard work man. Not all seem to be eager... Perhaps some feel lazy lar ya... Hmmm... have to think of a solution fast. :( Yeah... Dear JT lar... even changed my ecp plan to a movie plan. Will be watching a movie with him and his [i]boyfriend[/i] tomorrow :lol: . Boyfriend... I'll be the [i]lamp post[/i]. Geee.... :D Yeah...
[i]Ponderation[/i]... Why can't Dad be like other Dads... Nice ones, no temper, no scoldings, no "NO" to this and that... Plain nice Dad who's understanding, considerate of your feelings and takes the initiative to listen patiently to you, no matter the situation? Why? Why? Why? [i]Sigh[/i]... Yeah... [i]Ponderation[/i]
Oks... cos' of Dad... I'll only be able to utilise this pc until 11.00pm. -________-" How sad can it get? Can't blog in my own sweet time either. Ain't fair... The pc is in [i]Dad's[/i] room and Dad doesn't utilise it as much as I do~!!! Ah~~ Wateva~~~
Oh well... Off I go... Have to catch my [b]Xi Jie Shao Nian[/b]! Heex~! 8)
Heex~!!! Well, where should I start? From where I left off? Hmmm ok then... Here goes...
Friday, I had this strangest dream about receiving a phone call to say that I've been accepted for a job. [i]Yup, since I've been sending in uncountable sums of resume via email and making phone calls and etcetera... but receiving no replies...[/i]Then I was suddenly joltedly awoken by my mobile's ring.... [i]In somnis veritas[/i]... Somehow, there was some real truth in that dream I had :) Yeah, got hold ([i]thought so[/i]) of a hostel receptionist's position. They told me to go over their place the next day at 2.00pm. Yeah, I was totally ecstatic about it. Man, it was like the effort paid off after all!
Yeah then I went out with my dear Mummy to have our late brunch, since I woke up only about 12.00+pm. We even went to the hostel to check out the area ([i]like totally into it..lol[/i]). Yeah, saw plenty of Westerners and that got me curious...
[b][i]Finally[/i][/b] went to Parkway Parade, after like 2 whole weeks away from the place. Yeah and... [i]*giggles*[/i] [i][b]Finally[/b][/i] saw the cute chix rice stall guy again!!! Boy, it was hilarious~~~ He didn't actually recognise me until he looked a second time. LOL cos' I got a haircut the day after I quit. Oh geeeeee.... he's so cute. Yeah... I admit this is a little stupid but I kinda admired him from afar, the whole time when I was having my brunch with dear Mummy. Well, of course my Mummy just couldn't stand my utter silliness~ :lol: Her hair was practically standing~~~ lolz That was the best day I had so far... Totally smitten again~~~ :oops: Then we went a lil' shopping here and there... Bought home-packed ice cream from New Zealand's ice cream. [i](they're good ya noe...shld try em some day~~)[/i]Went home by cab...
Btw... dear Hansel just got released today~ lol... the poor dear... but he msged me so late...he woke me up from my deep slumber and I had a terrible headache till I couldn't get back to sleep -________-" argh...nvm
Saturday, I was all up and awake and excited for the new job thingey~ Yeah, dressed up smartly and stuff :roll: Went there a wee bit early and had to wait and wait till' 2.00pm sharp. -______-" Was then called in...and guess what? [i][b]IT WAS ONLY AN INTERVIEW[/b][/i]...O gee...why didn't they mention that part on the phone? Man...yeah they told me that they [b]might[/b] call me up for the job around night time or the next morning... Alas, no calls in the night... Next morning, maybe??? So I practically spent the rest of the day wandering around TPY and back home in front of the pc reading comics... :(
Sunday... Waited in vain... No phone calls... They lied... Oh well, these people lie all the time saying they'll call you, but they don't. Well, who asked them to make empty promises? If they're not happy with me, could have said so straight off, right? Gee... people... To think I spent 30min on that interview. Disappointing. So went out with dear Shan since all the other people were packed for the day. Planned on jogging together at YCK stadium, but it rained that evening. So we went straight to have dinner at Orchard. Nothing much, KFC again... lol~ Oh well, yeah... Chatted while we talked and walked and pondering whether I should actually get the botak guys belated bday presents~ [b][i]hmmm....[/i][/b]
So far, had some interesting sms chats with my dear botak guys. But well, they may just be chatting me up and nothing else. No strings attached~? [i][Yup, oh well, friends will always be friends. Rather than getting involved in broken relationships, which are harder to mend]<--- [/i]Yeah, so far I've learnt this truth :) I guess I'll stick by it for now...> Oh yeah... I finally met dear dude pal online this weekend :lol: Guess he takes a break during the weekend. Besides, he misses the webbie~ :lol: Yeah... will be meeting him this coming week to give him some of my old study notes. Hope he finds them useful while he mugs :)
Oks...off to bed I go... Bed buggy bites people~! :wink:
Had a great time today... [i][b]Minus the early morning pain~!!![/b][/i] Yeah...
Met up with dear Su and finally made up. Heex~! Misunderstandings cleared. Yuppies, went to Causeway Point with her. Hahax~ She treated me to lunch at Pizza Hut plus the yummy spicy drumlets!!! Lol, the waitress who took our order must have been a newbie--- super blurr!!! Instead of 1 garlic bread, it became 10... -.-" Yeah but got it corrected [i]*phew*[/i] One waitress was extra nice, she's really nice... Yeah offered plain water when our drinks finished. Seldom got that kinda courtesy :)
Then went around window shopping abit. Yup, cos' Su wanted to make friendship bands... Had to get some thread and teach her later. Yeah... Watched 20/30/40 at 3.05pm. Ok lar, though I don't really kinda like the story line that much --- [i]like the guys in it were total jerks and the women were like so cheap[/i]!!! Eeeeew~! Should have watched Scooby Doo 2. [i]Sigh...[/i]
Went around here and there, chatted about uni accomodation, whether I should sell my N-GAGE, about her cute niece. Hmmm... Yea shopping. Then went to the Woodlands library for the first time~ Hahax... and got lost along the way. Intended to go there so I could teach her how to tie friendship bands, but realised we didn't have scissors and stuff -___________-" Yup so went back all the way to TPY, my house... Alas, my dad was on his way home... So we escaped to TPY library after I collected all the necessary utilities :lol: Yeah...
Dear JT msged all hip and happy~ :lol: Cos' he finally finished the 2 mths BMT, which I think most of the other botak guys did too. Lol, so might be seeing them around for a week in relaxed mode--- like freedom at last for them. Yeah... He's damn happy, I can tell... 8) Funny guy... Don't know whether to get him a belated present or not. Hmmm...
Yeah then reached home about 9+pm. Ate late dinner again, mum's cooking. Then, dude pal msged me a question. Man, he's real hardworking~ :) Serious...
Yeah... Yesterday, was kinda finally enlightened about some deep issues that has been forever bothering me. What to do?~ I've too good a memory at times. Yuppies... Did donated too much tears to the tissues and toilet, till today... My eyes woke up all swollen~!!! :roll: Yeah...guess it was kinda worth the enlightenment though. Thanx Mum~! Yeah...have to control my stupid temper too. Cos' I can get soOoOoOo unreasonable cos' of the stupid temper. Yuppies... Tired...
